.. D a y D r e a m i n g ..

RandPunk

2011-12-27T16:19:00.000+08:00

aku jarang tengok drama bersiri, sinetron etc sbb, honestly, tak sempat. lain la masa dok kat pulau dulu, mmg takde keje nak buat dok sorang2 kat umah, semua ceta aku tgk.. everyday! best tak best blakang kira. then, sejak tgk ceta Cinta Melody awal tahun aritu, aku rase Randy Pangalila itu adalah kacak. dan lepas tengok ceta Biar Mimpi Sampai Ke Bintang, konfem, dia mmg sgt kacak.

" aqu chinta sama qamu Mel..."

quote dari Cinta Melody.. thehehehehe

dok mama

2011-12-20T10:35:00.000+08:00

mama : adik nak gi umah mak?
ayril : nanak......... (pelahan giler cakap)
mama : ala, adik dok mak la.. mama work..
ayril : dok mamaaa.....
mama : adik dok mama? kakak camner?
ayril : kakak mak!

eh.. dah pandai lak budak nih. same jek pe'el cam ayra dolu2..

katil

2011-12-13T14:32:00.002+08:00

sale kat greenwood city furniture, katil single besi kaler maroon, RM99 - cash & carry! average normal price between RM130 - RM199. ok la tu kan..

ayril MESTI tido kat lengan mama dier, while ayra selalunye tido sblah ayah dia. nobody nak tido bawah kat tilam single. so, kalo dah berempat atas katil queen, tido kena statik, kalo mengereng, mengereng la smp pagi. but do u think kids can maintain at one position? silap! normally, dari tegak mesti jadik melintang. tak pon pepenjuru! adoi.. So, i'm thinking either keluarkan our queen bed & sumer tilam bentang kat lantai, or carik lagi satu single bed utk semua tido kat atas. disebabkan aku sgt2 syg katil kawen solid wood yang tegap & gagah perkasa ittew, we opted for the 2nd option.

pix sekadar hiasan - hasil carian google..

Yep, 8' x 6' kaki ruang golek. enuf for the time being. hopefully, by the time the 3rd angel arrived, both brother & sister will be sleeping in their own room. Then, mommy & daddy will have extra space utk provide peneman kalian. hiks! <3

Pasang Badan Yang Sehat!

2011-12-12T16:10:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum WRB.

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Mama dah start terjebak in business since aku skolah rendah. Even dah banyak kali mama soh aku join, aku tak penah buat jugak. tp kadang2 skali skala aku tolong sediakan modal je. Promoting? Marketing? Fail.

Now, after blog-hopping to several success leaders yang menjalankan bisness Premium Beautiful (PB), ntah camner aku tergerak nak join jugak. Terus kontek blog owner, Wanie, yang happen-to-be-related bau2 bacang gittew and set an appointment kat umah..

Tambah lak, aku mmg jenis concern ngan lemak2 kat badan, concern dgn berat badan yang naik walaupon orang kate aku tak gemuk. Tapi aku bersyukur sbb aku ade self awareness & self concern yang sgt tinggi yang buat aku sgt takut utk melantak & mentekedarah sbb sangatlah taknak jadik overweight. I remember mase lepas bersalin ayra, makcik urut tu cakap aku ni big frame. kena jaga badan, kalo tak lagik la BESAR. haishh.. besar & tinggi bagi aku hanya sesuai untuk lelaki. Macho gittew. tapi utk pompuan kelihatan giant, hermm.... mintak dijauhkan! kalo rendah dan chubby kiut la jugak kan. Tambah lak lagik, kengkawan batch aku ramai yang selim-melim walaupon dah ade anak! Hot mamas taw. So, kena la maintain badan. Gem-gem is only acceptable if I am pregnant shj. itu rule aku utk diri sendiri. Aku tak kondem pon org lain yg tak kurus okke.

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Infection :-(

2011-12-05T12:22:00.001+08:00

jari/kuku aku dah sakit dekat 2 bulan, baru la aku gi jumpe doktor. itu pon sebab aku dah tak tahan sangat. bengkak macam nak meletup ujung jari tuh! kalo makan bende pedas, pedih giler rase kat area kuku tu.

tadik, baru jek abih antibiotik yang ke-3 sejak aku jumpe doktor bulan lepas. still tak surut2 but at least dah kurang sakit. after 1st & 2nd antibiotics, aku dah tanyer doc, kalo lepas ni tak baik jugak camner? doc ckp, datang jumpe dia balik. kalo tak baik jugak camner, doc kate kalo nak senang, "WE'LL TAKE OFF THE NAIL".

DEMM.

hubby plak tanya, how is the procedure?

doc ckp, "its very simple, kita bius kat pangkal jari, then use PLIERS, pull the nail off"

dem.

cuak siotttt!!

takpe doctor, i'll continue with antibiotics first.

tapi skrang ubat ke-3 dah abih... camner nihhh???? aduss...

tutti frutti

2011-12-05T11:59:00.001+08:00

dari dulu aku tgk sumer orang sebok makan eksrem timbang2, tapi tak terpegi2 jugak. hingga la last week after kitorang bawak mama dinner kat prima sri gombak, we ols pegi la menge-test tutti frutti kat situ...

kitorang mmg suke bab self-service-ikut-suka-anak-tekak-sendri. letak la banyak mane eksrem, kacang, coklats, syrups etc tapi kena hati2 kawal napsu takot terkujat tgk bil nanti..

lepas agak2 dah pueh ati, boleh la gi timbang.. harga keseluruhan dikira :-

teng teng teng..

100g = RM5.30.

FYI, extra cup kosong yang diambil juga kena caj taw. yang size regular kaler pink (kalo tak silap) harga 60sen. konfem bawak balik cuci & simpan :-P

ari tu makan eskrem sambil tgk bola. ya, bukan tgk bola di kedai mamak, tapi di kedai eskrem!

21st Nov 2011

2011-11-22T13:38:00.001+08:00

- mama's birthday.
- mama check-out dari mekah untuk balik Mesia..
- Harimau Muda menang bola kat sukan SEA.

i dunt really tengok bola, tapi i really feel sgt eksaited mesia menang! alhamdulillah.

p/s : if i were stil anak dara, pasti dah ade folder KFCM dlm pc neh. ahahahaha

new hair cut

2011-11-21T17:26:00.001+08:00

tgh potong rambut, nanges!

sudah siap!

b4 and after

harap lepas nih org tak tanya, ni laki ke pompuan...???

mesin basuh

2011-11-18T15:36:00.001+08:00

ayra was sebok2 kat washing machine, time aku tgh sebok2 nak basuh kain. then, she went kat depan mesin basuh, and point at every icon yang ade untuk select "COURSE".. She said from left to rite...

Baju (REGULAR)
Stokin (HEAVY WASH)
Beg (HEAVY RINSE)
Dompet (BLANKET)
Baju opish ayah (SOAK)
Cawan (TUB CLEANING)

.....
ok, I'm starting to see things in different angle, from kids perspective....

mengenal hewan secara live

2011-11-16T11:48:00.000+08:00

12th Nov 2011
Zoo Negara
2.30pm - 5.30pm

b4 nak masuk zoo.
ayra : mama, kakak tanak pegi zoo la.
mama : haa??? kenapa?
ayra : tanak la takot nanti ghimau geget.
ayril : nanak imau geget.

these are their jirapahs. yang kiri ayril punyer, name choki. yang pink ayra punyer, name pinky.

bila ayra nampak jirapah kat zoo, she was so excited!
ayra : mama! choki la mama!!
mama : a ah..
ayra : tapi pinky takde :-(
mama : ... erk..

seronok sangat tawaf zoo smp pancit! bila nak balik, blom sempat ayah gi bayar parking nak kuar zoo, ayril sudah lelap. pingsan woo..

lori

2011-11-08T14:18:00.003+08:00

ayril : mama, yuyi manyak! (read : lori banyak!)

macam trapik jem jek...

steamboat

2011-10-25T13:01:00.000+08:00

ayra ni kalau ade angin malas2, lengah2 dia kan, she'll ask so many question.. byk la songeh soal jawab dia.. potpet potpet.. one day, kitorang nak rush gi buffet steamboat lepas maghrib, soh dia tukar baju, tp dia buat lengah2 jek. ayah-nye dah bising..

ayah : ayra lambat2 tuka baju, ayra tinggal kat umah.
ayra : kite nak gi mane?
ayah : gi makan steamboat.
ayra : haaaa??? makan S E L I M U T ? ? ?
ayah : ... (malas nak layan)

1st year

2011-10-24T10:43:00.000+08:00

dulu aku buat nih utk ayra..

so now, i believe i am obligated to do the same for ayril la kan. dah umo 2thn dah pon.. ishk.. need to bring harddisk gambar la esok.

mari mengira

2011-09-12T17:23:00.000+08:00

hubby : sya, cube sya tanye ayra ni brape? (sambil tunjuk jari 1-2-3)

aku : okeh.. kakak, ni bape?

ayra : satu!

aku : ni?

ayra : tige!

aku : ni?

ayra : banyak!

hubby : awak tunjuk camner?

aku : cemnih la..

hubby : kan abang kate camni jek (again, tunjuk jari kira 1-2-3).. lebih blom blaja lagik..

huhuhuhuhuhuu...

Raya 2011

2011-09-07T13:59:00.002+08:00

Ustajah Ayra. berjilbab semenet sajer. Lepas tuh heboh takmo pakai. Time nak beli beriya.

Ayril. erm. gaya macho. tp muka jambu...

The best piccas for the Four of Us. Of course, gambar mamanyer kena menten. ehem.

My family. My mom, my siblings, my hubby, my ipaq and the kids..

SIL maseh berpantang with baby baru (Mohd Uzair) - not in pix.

Ni baby ujai mase baru lahir (4days b4 syawal)

Last but not least.. Extremely tiring puasa.. Will be missing our home. (T_T)

We've migrated (wah... migrate gittew) back to Gombak. Jemput la datang raye umah mama aku.. rasenye lagik ramai tau umah my mom rather than our's.. hehehe

Sincerely from deep in my heart, Maaf Zahir Batin to all..

lagu version ayra

2011-08-11T10:53:00.000+08:00

air pasang malam surut pukul lima
nyonya bangun pagi siram pokok bunga
pokok bunga melor tanam tepi pantai
itik bertelur ayam menetas
encik baba JANGAN jatuh dalam parit
cik aminah tetawe jerit-jerit...........

mama aku cakap, ayra nyanyi pakai logik akal dia jugak.. ape pasal la plak en.baba nak jatuh dlm parit kan...

Wedding

2011-07-28T13:57:00.000+08:00

my sister's solemnization..
24th July 2011

mati

2011-07-28T13:41:00.000+08:00

ayra : mama, nanti mama mati, pegi ospital.
mama : nanti mama mati, tanam la kat kubur.
ayra : nanti mama mati, jadik pocong! (sambil tangan genggam atas kepala) pastu, pegi kubur.
mama : ayra nak mama mati ke?
ayra : nak.
mama : kalo mama mati, ayra takleh jmp mama dah. nak ke?
ayra : tanak...... (cakap plahan gila. dgn nada sayu + mulut chembeng)
mama : abis tu, nape ckp mama mati? tak syg mama ke?
ayra : sayang..... (again, cakap plahan gila. dgn nada sayu + mulut chembeng)

p/s : she doesnt know wat she's talking... ok... she starts to creep me out..

Pakwe + Kawen

2011-07-28T13:40:00.000+08:00

scene1
ayra : ma, kakak ade pakwe.
mama : ye ke? name dia sape?
ayra : ... (cebik bibir & angkat bahu).. adik dia name baby..
mama : ooo. dia dok mane?
ayra : kat umah mak la.
mama : ooo.. kakak tanak gi umah mak ke?
ayra : tanakkk.....
mama : .... (ok, aku blur)

scene2
mama : nape ayra tak ikot ateh jalan?
ayra : kakak takot.
mama : itu kan pakteh..
ayra : ma, kakak suke pakteh.. (sambil angkat2 kening)
mama : eh, kate kakak suke paklang..
ayra : nanti, kakak dah pindah, kakak kawen la ngan paklang.

btw, my baby sister has married. we welcome another man in the house.. :-)

p/s : my mom's said, ayra has been listening to our talks.. pakwe lain, suke org lain, kawen ngan org lain...

Mandi

2011-07-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

one day, ayra sibuk main air time nenek dia baru nak mandi.
so, my mom mandikan ayra dulu and asked me to take the towel.

ayra : ma, kakak mandi ngan nenek ma.
mama : ye ke.. kakak ni mandi ngan nenek la, ngan mama la ngan adek la..
ayra : haah ma.. sumer orang nak mandi ngan kakak!
mama : .....

roti

2011-07-06T15:21:00.001+08:00

mama : ni ape bazir2 tak abih roti nih???????
ayra : dah abih laaaaa.......
mama : ni tak abih ni!!!!
ayra : itu kulit dia laaaaaaa..!!!
mama : ................... (speechless)

Besday Ayril

2011-06-29T13:39:00.001+08:00

25th June 2011
Sekinchan Ikan Bakar, Kota Damansara.

tqvm to pakyam yang kacak, for the marbeles besday dinner party utk ayril & ulwan, with marbeles foods, deco & balloons, and the entertainer as well! semoga bertambah murah rejeki & bleh banjer kitorang lagik! ameennn...

enjoy the vid & piccas...

hepi besday darlings! semoga membesar menjadi anak2 yang soleh, bijak pandai, berjaya dalam hidup, melindungi keluarga, mentaati mama & ayah dan berjihad fisabilillah.. ameen!

lapar?

2011-06-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

10.30pm

ayra : ma, kakak lapar lagi.
mama : ye ke? nak makan ape?
ayra : haah. lapar. nak makan atin [read : ice-cream] (sambil terangguk2)
mama : ishk. lapar makan nasi lah.
ayra : ma, kite dah kenyang la.
...
ngelat nak makan ice-cream LAGI rupenyer. ishkk

cuti-cuti Cherating

2011-05-26T13:59:00.000+08:00

16th May 2011
Family trip..

konon gerak pagi sangat la kan.. budak2 pon dgn baju tido je hangkut masuk kete.. halfway journey baru bangun..

kakak suke main pathir...!

adik ala-ala baywatch.. :-P

korek longkang as alwaiz.. typical kalo main pasir laut kan..

our family, exclude alang yg jadik photoG, mama & adek tido kat banglo.

bbq for dinner

the end.

p/s : waiting for my SIL to konfem mandi laut seterusnyer.. :-P

Staff's Day

2011-05-23T16:48:00.004+08:00

7th May 2011
awal2 dgr, cam tanak pegi..
kemudian2, cam 50-50..
last2, pegi gak..

honestly, initially, aku mmg kureng interested nak join, sbb "STAFF" shj. name pon staff's day. kalo kate family day, konfem laju jek aku kasik name. thehehehee... then, acara makan2 diorg open for family gak.. so, hubby & kids dtg time bbq/lunch/closing.

Aktiviti2
1. jungle tracking - sgt pancit. part kena pacat 2ekoq, baru la aku ingat, i had promised myself takkan join jungle tracking lagik. nampaknyer, pagi tuh aku lupe janji ittew. dem.

aku+hutan+pacat adalah combination yang tableh geng smp bile2! dem. dem. dem.

2. treasure hunt - juga pancit berlari2 seluruh kawasan. walaupon tak contribute sgt utk menyumbang hasil/carian kepada team, turut serta berlari kire ok gak la kan.. hehehe.. ngelat.

3. break. lepak2. solat.

4. lunch/bbq - time ni hubby & kids pon sampai. menu menariks gak ala-ala western.. khambeng panggang 2ekoq.. ayam panggang, fries, coleslaws etc..

5. closing - saye ~~menang moto!~~ dapat cabutan bertuah. :-P

6. mandi sungai - lepas abih function / bersurai, ade yg balik & ade yg buat xtvt bebas.. kitorang mandi sungai bersama budak2.. dah sesiap tukau baju sumer, tak sempat kuar gate laman nur bestari, ayril sudah lelap. terbaekk..!!

p/s : piccas credit dari kengkawan VNM.. :-P

c o u n t i n g

2011-05-23T16:29:00.000+08:00

dulu ngajo ayra kira2 - refer here.

now kite cube try test ajau ayril lak...

mama : satu.
ayril : juaaa
mama : dua.
ayril : jujuh!
mama : tiga.
ayril : jujuh!
mama : empat.
ayril : jujuh!
mama : lima.
ayril : jujuh!
mama : enam.
ayril : jujuh!
mama : tujuh.
ayril : ... (sengeh2 malu2.. dunno why..)
mama : lapan.
ayril : jejejeje.. (babbling)
mama : sembilan.
ayril : ... (toleh kiri kanan..)
mama : sepuluhh!!
ayril : abishhhhh!!!

ok, tau nak abis jek camno...???

kure-kure

2011-04-21T17:02:00.001+08:00

suatu hari kat pet shop...

ayra : ayahh!! ayah!! wonderpet! (suara excited giler)
ayah : mane....?
ayra : tuuuuuu......!!

piccas dari pakcik google.

sesi mengajar ayril plak

2011-04-18T13:44:00.003+08:00

mama : ni ape dik?

ayril : meyn (main)

mama : bola.. bo-la. bola..

ayril : .... (tanak layan, terus selak page lain)

mama : ni ape dik?

ayril : kakak.

mama : ishkk.. (tak reti nak explain, selak page lain)

mama : ni ape dik, kek. waaa! KEK!

ayril : nakkk.....

mama : .... (pulakkk...)

p/s : lagi mencabar nak ajo budak neh.

piccas dari pakcik google.

beras habis

2011-04-14T14:58:00.000+08:00

mama : ayra makan tak kat umah mak tadi?
ayra : makan.. (angguk2 sambil angkat kening dedua belah mata)
mama : makan ape?
ayra : makan singgam! (chewing gum)
mama : aaa? tak makan nasik ke?
ayra : tak. beras mak abis.
mama : ...

biar betikkkk....

ceta dari umah 'Mak'

2011-04-13T11:48:00.002+08:00

ayra : ma, kat umah kite ade eskrem kan?
mama : ade....
ayra : umah ayu takde kan?
mama : ye ke..
ayra : haah, kakak dah tanye dah (dgn kepala terangguk2 and her big round eyes)
mama : ......

p/s : bleh tahan kepoh okke.

ayra : ma, tadi kan ain cakap babi.
mama : haa?!! (separa melenting)
ayra : haah, tadi kat umah mak, ain cakap babi....
mama : babi tu ape??!
ayra : babi tu pincess la.
mama : ooooooooo.... barbie.. (malu ai, hehe)

name sape?

2011-04-01T13:58:00.000+08:00

ayra : mama, name ayah sape?
mama : a-za-li. azali.ape name ayah?
ayra : ajali. name mama sape?
mama : siti sya-fa-wa-ti. sitisyafawati. ape name mama?
ayra : citi ca-bla-bla-bla (aku tak tangkap ape dia sebut, tp jauh bona nak jadik bunyik name aku)
.
.
few hours later..
.
.
mama : name ayah ape?
ayra : ajali.
mama : name adik?
ayra : ay-yil.
mama : name kakak?
ayra : ay-la
mama : name mama?
ayra : citi bla-bla-bla (cakap pelahan2 jek) emmm. name mama ape?
mama : ishkkk....

Longest Week

2011-03-29T10:22:00.001+08:00

Hari ni dah seminggu hubby is away, to Sabah, for the 2nd time, within the SAME month. tgh bulan ari tu pegi 4hari je. back for 3days, dah kena pegi semula. nak kate keje laut, takde lak berbaloi2 cam org keje offshore. muahahahahahaa..

Sesi berdialog bersama anak-anak..

Scene1
mama : ayra, ayah mane?
ayra : ayah kat opish.
mama : ooo.. ye ke...
ayra : ayah work.

ayra assume ayah dia blom balik keje sbb ayah kuar umah time dia tido.

Scene2
ayril amik henfon & kasik kat aku.
ayril : ayah! (sambil hulur henpon)
mama : jap (sambil tunjuk gambar ayah dlm henpon)
ayril : ayahayahayah!

Scene3
Pakyam balik
ayril : ayahayahayah! (sambil lari pegi pintu)
mama : bukan ayah la adek.. pakyam la.
pakyam : ayahh aje laaa
nenek : kesian dier..

Scene4
Ayra tepon ayah.
ayra : ayah walik, walik! (balik!)
mama : ...(keluar bilek, mandi etc)
ayra : potpet potpet..
mama : (dah abih mandi) uisshh.. lamenye ckp. ok bye cpt.
ayra : (sambung potpet lagik) ok bye..

Scene5
Baru bangun tido. dengar bising2 kat luar bilek.
Ayril : ayah!
Mama : bukan la..
Ayril : mair?
mama : ye ke abg umair..? ateh la..
ayril : ateh..

Scene6
Ayra baru bangun + mandi. Masuk bilek nak pakai baju.
Ayra : ma, ayah tanak balik.. (sambil buat muke chembeng)
mama : oooo.. ye ke...

Tapi ayah dia tak balik2 gak lagi.. skarang dah tak tertanye dah... seb baik tak demam.
mama dier? takyah tanyer lah. kwang kwang kwang..

btw, sabtu lepas me & kids pegi attend majlis nikah kazen aku at the same masjid kitorang nikah back in 2006. kononnye plan nak amik gambar sesame kat situ after 4years kan, tp dah laki ai jauh diperantauan, amik gambar budak aje la. gambar perantin pon takde ok. kena tggu kazen2 lain haplod.

Genting #1/2011

2011-03-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

minggu lepas kitorang naik genting sbb hubby ade dinner function. we draged along my baby sister to babysit ayra & ayril while kitorang ~~melantak~~ attending dinner.

reached genting around noon, pusing2, main2. beli indoor passes for kanak2. ayril pon dah kena taw sbb tinggi dia lebeh 90cm. demm. anak bujang aku tuh blom smp 2thn pon lagik. mungkin faktor ketinggian baka2 kami, kena gak la caj rm28 utk ayril.

nak mickey mos pink!

dlm 3.30pm baru dpt kunci bilek. tp we've continued main lagik. saje nak kasik bebudak penat. nnt diorg tido, senang sket nak kuar gi dinner date. ehh.

by 5pm, ayra dah pancit. tido dlm stroller. ayril stil ektip. smp bilek, tuko baju/pampers+kasik susu, ayril pon selamat...... lelap dah dedua. around 6pm, kitorang chalos.

we smsed adek every hour. checking on our babies (baby la sgt kan).. dis was the 1st time tinggalkan budak ngan adek aku. b4 ni penah gak tinggal (time akshah), but my mom ade la skali.. time lain, nehiiiii.... aku cuak gak nak tinggalkan anak bujang ittew sbb dia suka protes tahan napas. but Alhamdulillah, everything went well.. so, en.hubbykucayang, bleh la kite ngedate lagik! theehehehe..

kitorang cabut dr function nearly midnite.. had a jalan2-kepit2 enjoying the cool breeze kat luar hotel.. sweet. tp seb baik tak batok. muahahaha.. but when we reached bilek hotel, sumer blom tido lagik! haishhh.. around 2am baru tido.

brekfes kat 1st world bese2 aje. mebi coz they need to accommodate so many ppl. cuti skolah lak tuh.. hotel full house taw. mule smp entrance cafe, wah lengangnyer.. rupenyer tu section indian vegetarians.. masuk kat the other side, amik ko.... cam kantin skolah. giler byk umat. meja krusi kemain byk, penuh lak tuh.. tp food sentiasa ade. ok la tuh kan.

continue jalan2, snap photos.. pack barang and checked-out at 12pm.. sambung main lagik sbb ezicard ade duit lagik.. then, terus head to umah mama. pancit giler. smp umah terus tdo! kul 3.30pm baru bangun & lunch. haha.

Port Dickson

2011-03-15T16:49:00.001+08:00

last month (ok, ceta dah basi), kitorang gi mandi laut!

ayra : ma, betok kite nak main pathir.
mama : ok!

kitorang wat surprise, celebrate besday abang, adik & umair gak.
siap pasang khemah...
balik ari je la...
tak ingat la nak ceta ape, layan gambar je la...

Besday Ayra + Cuti 1kampeni

2011-02-10T17:14:00.001+08:00

31st Jan 2011
Stil working. sbb hubby pon keje. maleh la nak amik cuti.

1st Feb 2011
Lepaking at home. gotong-royong. macam gempak je bunyik, padahal berdua jek. suddenly, hubby keje gi Gemas. Off we go... (WE ok. opcoz takmau tinggal!)

Gemas banjir. blom surut abih time tu tp main road ok dah tak tenggelam. 1st time aku tgk banjir secara live. settle keje, gi makan jap. then balik. reached home around 1am. penat.

2nd Feb 2011
Hubby keje. buat puding. beli ayam. order satey.

3rd Feb 2011
besday party ayra.
in much smaller scale compared to last year. siblings, mom, grandma and a few cousins. stil, it was FUN! sukasukasuka!

4th Feb 2011
sambung mengemas. letih giler. ayril pon demam sikit. kasik dia recharge, pegi main kat JJ. sehat walafiat terus.. tp masuk je kete nak balik, dia start meragam smule. ishk.

5th Feb 2011
Opoimen spital ayril. then, to umah BIL for 2nd besday celebration Ayra (cam last year gak, but at different location). Actually bkn ayra sorang la, tp beramai2.. tengok, penuh name atas kek tuh. lepak smp malam. then gi tdo umah mama.

6th Feb 2011
Lepak kat kedai mama kejap. then sambung lepak kat gombak. balik umah around 10pm.

konklusinyer, keje2 yang di-save utk disiapkan mase cuti, tidak tersentuh langsung. buat berat beg bawak balik barang jek.

Cuti paksa-rela #1/2011

2011-01-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

Isnin & Selasa baru ni, hubby & I cuti secara berjemaah. Ade hal family matter. Nothing interesting. Sangap.

Then, next week cuti pakse-rela lagik. Sangat sukkkaaaaaaaaaa~!!! hehehe \(^_^)/
Tapi yang kureng bestnye, takde gi memane. humm.. Tak kesah la. Asalkan dok KL. i loike! ngeeeee...

Ari tu time ayril masuk spital, dah pakai cuti. baru ni pakai lagik.. *kira-kira* ok ok.. kena lebih waspada spend cuti.

Note to myself : Will only apply cuti utk perkara yang akan menyenangkan & mententeramkan ati aku jek. ha-ha.

sukasukasaja

2011-01-21T12:38:00.001+08:00

Cuti Thaipusam.

Ad hoc family dinner at my brother's.
Name pon ad hoc. We just bought Ayam Golek, salads and soft drinks. And few additional meals by tuan rumah. takde heboh² nak masak beriya. takde kecoh nak bersesak at the kitchen. :-)

Followed by another dose of Magika. Splendid.

I love being around my family. The four of us, my mom, my siblings, SIL, future SIL and anak-anak buah. No yelling & shouting. No sindir² / perli². peaceful. wonderful time to release our stress and keep our mind away from other problems. at least for the few hours..

b e a u t i f u l

Magika

2011-01-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

b4 dis, 4x ulang upin & ipin.
now, 2x ulang Magika!

bile aku bleh tgk tv neh?

Hepi Feet

2011-01-18T18:19:00.001+08:00

Ayril dah kuar sepital sabtu lepas. Alhamdulillah.. he is getting better.. takde dah dgr bunyik mengah2 + batuk2.

3x kene buat sedut kahak. Yang 1st time jek aku bawak sbb hubby keje. Lagik 2x tuh, hubby la terpaksa bawak sbb aku tak sanggup nak bawak. Physiotherapist baru masuk je ward kitorang, mata aku dah bergenang dulu. uhuk.

Bil dikaver oleh kampeni. Except for the Aerochamber kene bayar sendiri dalam RM100.

Skrang kena kasik puff ventolin every night. pakai aerochamber tu la... Suke lak ayril pakai menatang tu.. ayra pon menempel same nak.. ishk ishk ishk..

Hospitalized 4

2011-01-13T12:33:00.001+08:00

live update from sepital.
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Week 1
ayril started batuk + wheezing since b4 pegi JB ari tuh. So, pegi jmp GP and he had his dose of nebulizer & ventamol. demam takde. amik ubat, wat patting theraphy sendiri, slowly kurang la batuk. tapi stil ade tercungap mase dia main2.

Week 2
batuk kerap balik sampai tableh tido. refer GP lagi, another session berperang bersama nebulizer and higher dose of ventamol. again, slowly kurang..

Week 3
masih tercungap tapi tetap ligat berlari. lagi la tercungap. mintak refer letter, terus gi jumpe paed. so, here we are...

Since ptg semlm, nebulizer every 2hour. ngantuk giler aku dibuatnyer. tido terencat tiap 2jam! pagi ni paed ckp ade improvement. so, nebulizer every 3hour lak. then, kena wat physio. tepuk2 keliling dada. then, sedut kahak. giler ah dok menahan air mata. kesian giler aku tgk ayril menanges lebih 15menet straight smp penat! smp nampak mata putih taw. kesian. abih je, trus aku dukung ayril bwk kuar bilek treatment tuh. pujuk2.. pegi playground. then, bawak masuk bilek. sementara nak buat susu, ayril terlelap sambil duduk kat kerusi. ishk. kesian anak aku.. tp bagi gak susu dia. sambil tutup mata pon, abih sebotol. alhamdulillah..

now, tgh tido. tp aku still je dgr bunyik dlm breathing dia. semoga cepat sembuh sayang mama.. ameen..

Cuti paksa-rela penutup 2010

2011-01-05T15:11:00.002+08:00

Monday
27th Dec2010

Baju dah siap packed. barang2 budak, susu, flask air etc pon dah siap.. nasi+lauk dah masak. semua ready, tp hubby blom balik lagik. dekat kul 8pm baru hubby sampai. ding dong sane sini. makan. mandi. tambah2 lagik barang nak bawak, dekat kul 10pm baru kuar umah. tp pegi klinik dulu sebab dah dengar ayril ade bunyik semput. berperang la dgn budak kenit neh kat klinik utk kasik nebulizer.. around 11pm, baru kuar KL.. JB, here were come!

checked in kat JA Residence Hotel dekat kul 3am. biase2 je hotel ni, tp agak jakun sbb parking kete naik lift. hahaha.. lokasi betul2 depan Bazaar JB, tp mase tu kedai sumer dah tutup. wifi pon free. sempat la menghapdet FB kejap.

Tuesday
Tghari hubby amik kitorang gi pindah hotel. dok Puteri Pacific lak.. ini baru caraaa...!! hotel nih best. sebenarnye, akunyer level best tak best diukur melalui lantai carpet & bathtub sajer. kiukiukiu.. yang tabest sbb tadek free wifi. BB berbyr ade la. rugi rugi. terputus hubungan ngan FB & blog. demm.

Petang mandi kolam. sejuk giler.. kehingusan anak2 aku. Malam pekena nasi ayam penyet benafe. mabeles! leleh ayak idung..

Wednesday
ari ni tak gi pool. mandi air panas dlm bathtub jek. kitorang banyak spent masa dlm bilek je sbb hubby kan keje.. tu yang abih pipi ayra & ayril kering dok tadah ekon 3hari 3malam!

Thursday
checked-out. Lunch ayam penyet kat stualang lak. leleh gak. tp benafe ttp terbaekkk!

tunggu hubby selesai keje. pusing2 petang2.. tgk orang main layang2..

ayra : ayah! belayang-belayang!
ayah : bukan, layang-layang.
ayra : ayah! lalalalayang!

then, off kluar JB. singgah overnite kat hotel kelemak, alor gajah.

Friday
around 11am, kitorang pon gerak balik KL. basuh baju ber-trip2.. golek-golek anak-beranak. Tgh malam tgk bunge api dari umah jek.. then baru sibuk2 buat puding utk bwk gi potluck esoknyer..

Saturday
Jimba-jimba kat umah erry, Shah Alam. bersama budak2 semsas98, spouse & anak masing2. malam tuh terus gi tido kat umah mama..

Sunday
sepanjang siang kat HUKM, visiting my aunt. Malam, BIL lepak kat umah kitorang..

tengok, cuti-pakserela-kampeni-aku sgt pack! bile mase nak buat paper K-Bank? tak sempat ok..

Tragedi Pintu Tandas

2011-01-05T14:06:00.001+08:00

so many things to write, yet so little time spared. eleh, macam bizi sgt la kan. padahal, tenet sgt slow.. tambahlak, aku lebeh suke mengkomen-komen kat album piccas potluck+bbq kat FB erry. huhuhu

lets start..
minggu terakhir 2010 yang lalu adelah minggu cuti paksarela kampeni aku. kitorang mmg takde plan apepe sbb hubby said he might be busy waktu tu.. so, ari senin aku bermula macam hari2 ahad yang lain. kemas umah, masak, settlekan budak etc..

ayril as alwaiz, akan bangun lepas aku bangun. "cam tau tau jek!" - quote upin & ipin dlm DVD episode1-6. so, cepat la aku mandikan dia pagi tu. sementara operasi mengemas dijalankan, ayra pon bangun. dia nak mandi sendri. ekcelinyer, dia nak main air la tuh. aku continue meng-vacuum.

abih settle vacuum, aku tgk ayra blom kuar toilet lagi. aku tolak pintu toilet, tp berkunci dr dlm. aku panggil ayra berkali2, but no answer. panik! kan dah kate, kalo bab2 ayra & ayril nih, aku mmg cpt panik. gegar2 pintu pon takmo bukak. tak dgr suara dia langsung! aku just dgr bunyik air shower mengalir. macam2 melintas kat pale hotak aku. takot dia terlentang ke.. pengsan ke.. lemas dlm baldi ke.. ha, jgn memain, ayra penah hampir lemas dlm baldi when she was about setahun stgh. baldi takla besar tempayan pon. rendah sket dr dia jek. air pon dlm 4-5inchi je tinggi.. tp dia tertonggeng nak capai air dlm baldi, so muka terbenam dlm air. nak tolak badan sendiri pon blom kuat.. horror.. horror..

back to the toilet story. aku tatau la apsal pintu toilet tu keras/ketat nak mampos. ~~eh, tak lucah aaa.. ahahaha..~~ pintu toilet jenis yang mcm sblah ni (drpd pakcik google), tapi gambar lain la, bukan panda. aku tgk umah org lain yang pakai pintu cemnih, cam bleh gegar2 jek. tp pintu kat umah aku tuh gile tegap! ntah camner seploh jari aku bleh masuk kat celah pintu yang ber-seal rapat! struggle giler aku hentak pintu cam nak nanges.. panggg!! aku tatau ape yang patah, tp ade la serpihan2 aluminium kat sekitar tuh..

there.. i saw ayra.. pegang shower.. badan penuh dgn sabun.. kat tepi kaki dia ade 2 botol shower cream.. satu sabun aku, satu sabun dia..

menggelegak darah aku. nanges2 ayra kene marah. buat perangai btul. mmg few times gak dia kunci pintu toilet tp biasenye dia menyahut kalo aku panggil.. haish... anak.. anak..

orang kate pintu tu harga RM300-RM400.. aku tak sure la plak sbb mase aku beli umah tu, owner lama dah sesiap pasang.. takpe la, my kids worth more than that! anak org lain aku tatau la.. hahaha

tangan rase panas.. baru aku perasan darah dah menitik kat lantai.. knuckle aku dah luka2.. jari2 bengkak.. akibat tibe2 jadik HULK..

petang tuh, hubby called, "siap, pegi JayBee!"
Jommm!!

4th!

2010-12-23T09:37:00.000+08:00

1..
2..
3..
4..

empat tahun la..
hapi 4th anniversary sayang.
may we count many more years together-gether, ok..

be home quick.
be home safe..
we miss u..

1 2 3 4 6!

2010-12-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

aku beli buku mengira sambil mewarna utk ayra.. konon2 nak ajar mengira la kan...

mama : cube kire! ni ade bape? sa... tu...

ayra : atu.

mama : ni lak. sa.. tu.. du.. a.. dua!

ayra : tu wa ga pat.. (cakap laju giler)

mama : tak tak tak... sa.. tu.. du.. a.. dua!

ayra : atu.. jua..

mama : ok. lagi. sa.. tu.. du.. a.. ti.. ge..

ayra : tu wa ga pat jime anam.. (again cakap laju giler)

mama : takkkk... pepahan laaa.. sa.. tu.. du.. a.. ti.. ge..

ayra : atu.. jua.. chige..

mama : ok.. ni lak. kire satu-satu pepahan.. 1, 2, 3, 4!

ayra : apat!

mama : yelah. lagi.. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5.. lima!

ayra : tu wa ga pat jime anam.. (again & again, cakap laju giler)

mama : takkk.. lima!

ayra : anam!

mama : cube kire pepahan!

ayra : anaaaaammmmmm!!!

fine!!! ntah mane cicir lima aku pon tatau.

p/s : tetibe aku terpikir keje cekgu tadika mesti sangat mencabar kan?? nak jage budak, kasik makan, cuci kencing/berak, and dealing with kanak2 yang sgt ober-kondifen dan yakin dia sorang je betul, macam anak dara ni kan?

ubat ikan

2010-12-10T09:21:00.001+08:00

ayra : ma, kite watok.
mama : ye ke? nnt kite mkn ubat k?
ayra : ma, kite nak makan baytik-baytik (read : antibiotik)
mama : takyah la. kite makan ubat lain la. dalam fridge.
ayra : ubat ikan?
mama : ha'ah. aling nyer kaler putih ke kaler oren? (sambil tunjuk scott emulsion original ngan cod liver oil champs perasa orange)
ayra : o-gen! (tunjuk kaler oren)
mama : yang ni? (tunjuk kaler putih)
ayra : adek!

pandai ngelat. tp honestly, aku pon takleh telan cod liver oil yg original. muntah wey..

pa'yam nek katebang

2010-12-08T10:00:00.002+08:00

mama : kite pegi mane?
ayra : tatau...
mama : epot. pegi hantar pa'yam
ayra : aaa. kite nak nek katebanggg!
mama : pa'yam gi mane?
ayra : gi cujuk cujuk.. kite nak gi cujuk-cujuk..
mama : ooo.. ye ke..
ayra : alaaa...
mama : kenape?
ayra : kite lupe la nak nek katebanggg!!
mama : ...

my baby brother is off on his mission to travel around europe for a few weeks.. lone ranger gittew.. semoga sentiasa selamat dibwh lindungan dan rahmat Allah.. be home safe.. ameen.. (kengkawan, sila amin-kan sekali, tq)

atok, we miss u

2010-12-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

mama : ari tu kite tgk adik sara ke?
ayra : a ah..
mama : baby ape? baby aish?
ayra : baby shh..
mama : ade sape lagi? mummy ade?
ayra : mummy sara ade!
mama : ayah sara ade?
ayra : ade!
mama : atok sara ade?
ayra : ade. kite tak salam pon atok sara.
mama : ye ke? nape kite tak salam atok sara?
ayra : kite takde atok.
mama : ooo.. ye ke... atok kite mane?
ayra : atok kite dah.. emm.. takde.
mama : takpe la. kite kan ade nenek.
ayra : aaa... nenek ade!

dem. aku nak nanges.

Genting & I

2010-12-01T11:14:00.001+08:00

2005
amik cuti secara berjemaah bersama diela (eh, ke amik MC aaa? wakakakaa) utk mengubat ati yg duka lara (ecehh..) pegi naik bas dr terminal putra. classic.. :-)

2006

ade 2-3 kali gak pegi ngedate kat situ tp aku pon mosykil ngape xjmp gambo dlm harddisk nih. mmg takde amik piccas kot. tragedi stranded kat atas tu sbb ujan lebat dan kabel car sumer closed so terpaksa naik cab kena RM50 utk smp ke gohtong jaya sungguh la memori! hahaha

2007
baru kawen. honeymoon haruslah di tempat sejuk. walaupon tempat sejuk itu hanyelah di blakang umah mama.

2008
dah ade ayra. saje bwk jalan2 sbb dia mmg sgt suka yg sejuk2. ayra bleh genggam ais lame2.. akan naik rashes, pipi jadik kesat, muka merah2 & badan pon layu lesu je kalo panas. cube bwk gi genting, eksaited taw dia! tp tu dulu, skrang kulit pon dah kebal sket tak berape nak sensitip.

2009
sempat berhajat je nak gi tapi dah whole year preggie+dlm pantang lagik. so, takkan la nak gi main outdoor games gak. konklusi, pegi la cameron sajer.

2010
cerita terkini.
isnin lepas, babysitter budak amik cuti. seb baik dia ckp awal, sempat la mak-pak budak amik cuti. last menet punyer planning, hubby tetibe ajak naik genting. kate blakang umah je kan..

tamat.

mengenal hewan

2010-11-25T16:39:00.002+08:00

Ayra ade buku menatang ni. dah lame dah beli, since dia blom pandai ckp... kengkadang dia bukak, kengkadang dia baling je.. maklum le, board book.. aku pon dah lame tak ajo dia name2 menatang dlm neh.. til last nite... teng teng teng..

mama : ni ape?

ayra : nimau!

mama : ni?

ayra : buwung atu.. tatotttt (becoz of the word 'hantu')

mama : ni?

ayra : tatau.

mama : itik.

ayra : itik!

mama : ni ape?

ayra : dog! gug gug gugg!

mama : ni?

ayra : nyio..

ayril : chet chet chet... (bunyik cam panggil kucing tuh.. tetibe je kan.. haha)

mama : ni? butterfly!

ayra : mukan!

mama : abih tu? (aku dah blur giler dah time neh)

ayra : name-name!

name-name pon, name-name lah.

all images credit drpd pakcik google.

kucheng..

2010-11-23T14:37:00.001+08:00

Wawa Inn, Muadzam Shah.

ayra : nenek kite nak buah..
nenek : nanti nenek buang biji.. ni buah ape ni? buah mate kucing? nak buah mate kucing ke?
ayra : ..... (long silence..) mate nyio tanak...... (nyio = meow)
nenek : ahahaha.. ok ok..

p/s : main ngan nyio suke..

Tanggungjawab Menantu kepada Mentua

2010-11-19T16:36:00.000+08:00

sape2 yg dah ade title 'menantu', sila la baca utk muhasabah diri.
(entry ini adelah kategori nota pesanan utk diri sendiri juga).

Seorang wanita apabila telah berkahwin, segala tanggungan dirinya adalah adalah dibawah tanggungan suaminya. Amanah ini terlah diserahkan oleh bapa wanita/wali tadi kepada suaminya.

Bagaimana pandangan Islam kedudukan wanita tersebuat terhadap ibu bapanya?

Islam amat menitik beratkan soal silaturahim, perhubungan sebagai anak dan ibu bapa perlu diteruskan seperti biasa. Wanita kena mentaati suaminya dan diberi keutamaan daripada arahan ibu bapanya kerana tanggungjawab dan ketaatan isteri perlu diberikan kepada suaminya. Walaubagaimana pun Islam melarang suami berlaku tidak adil kepada isterinya jika ada sesuatu keperluan ia ingin membantu ibu bapanya yang susah dan memerlukan bantuan.

Pihak suami perlu ingat bahawa setelah ia mengawini wanita tersebut ibu bapa mertuanya adalah telah menjadi mahramnya dan sama taraf dengan ibu bapanya sendiri. Perlulah diberi kasih sayang dan segala keperluan dan hajat mereka berdua jika mereka terdiri daripada orang miskin perlulah diberi bantuan .

Namun pendapat yg mengatakan anak perempuan langsung tidak mempunyai tanggungjawab terhadap ibu bapa selepas berkahwin adalah salah sama sekali. Cuba bayangkan jika ibu bapa itu mempunyai 6 orang anak dan kesemuanya adalah perempuan adakah penat lelah selama mereka membesarkan anak-anaknya langsung tidak akan dihargai anak-anaknya selepas anak-anak tersebut berumah tangga? Ini adalah sesuatu yang tidak adil memandangkan mereka tidak merancang untuk mempunyai anak perempuan semuanya.

Kalau seorang wanita perlu meletakkan suami sebagai individu yang sangat perlu ditaati selepas Allah dan Rasul, bagi lelaki pula dalam konteks menantu dan mentua, mereka mesti menghormati ibu mentua diikuti bapa mentua selepas Allah dan Rasul.

Islam meletakkan martabat yang tinggi terhadap ibu, bapa dan juga mentua, justeru tanggungjawab itu tidak boleh diabaikan oleh menantu lelaki.

Mengabaikan seorang daripada mentua seolah-olah mengabaikan ibu bapa sendiri. Kesejahteraan rumah tangga amat bergantung kepada sejauh mana tanggungjawab menantu terhadap ibu bapa mentua. Jika tanggungjawab itu diabaikan sudah tentu si isteri akan menjadi kurang selesa disebabkan ibu bapanya sendiri diabaikan oleh si suami.

Tegasnya, kedudukan ibu bapa sendiri dan mentua adalah sama tidak kira sama ada mentua beragama apa sekali pun, sama seperti tanggungjawab anak yang sudah memeluk Islam terhadap ibu bapanya yang belum memeluk Islam. Apetah lagi yang memang sesama Islam.

ok la, panjang sgt nnt tak terbaca. bagi yang masih ego & pentingkan diri dalam hal rumahtangga, mahupun yg sudah tahu tapi nak tambah ilmu, boleh baca lebih lanjut dari sumber sini, sini & sini.

raye haji 2010

2010-11-18T11:18:00.002+08:00

1st raye ayril dah nampak semat pakai baju melayu. sbb dah pandai jalan. raye pose ari tu dia blom reti jalan sendri lagik.. tp now dah over kondifen! berlari, memanjat, berguling etc...

ini kakak tantek posing with baju kurung yang nenek beli. anak dara u... kat tangan rembat henpon pa'yom yg tgh gi smyang raye..

haa.. ni ustajah ayra.. tp jambul terkeluar & gelak mengilai. hihihihi

get wet!

2010-11-16T16:56:00.000+08:00

kali ini kite buat ceta bergambar.. memandangkan piccas dlm fb aku dah delete, so, harap korang tabah la tggu gambo kat belog ni utk load. :-)

Sabtu, 13th November 2010, 10am, Sunway Lagoon.

Family Day kampeni hubby.

family photo. bebudak pegi dgn baju tido. kitorang hangkut dr umah maseh berkeadaan terbongkang. sampai sunway pon tido lagi. puas nak kejut!

.group photo.

ayra dpt beg miki moss.. walaupon takde menang apepe. tapi nak gak beg miki moss.. seb baik ade belebeh-lebeh.

ouwh.. sexy daddy tgh join games..

ayril terus lelap after about 2hours berendam. tak sempat nak buat ape. tapi aku buatkan jugak susu. dia minum sambil tido. abih sebotol walaupon nak bukak mata tak larat. nak pegang botol pon tak larat..

pix ngan ayra je sbb ayril dah tido..

after 2hrs tido, ayril dah bangun. sempat main lagik. seb baik kitorang blom gerak balik.

hugs!!!

ayra tuko shift. dia lak pancit.

while ayril continue main + berjalan2... see, anak aku main pass baton.. camne mak pak dia nak ngedate?

peek-a-boo aka cakkk!!

finally.. gambar gedix, mesti ade <3 <3

kuar lagoon, masuk pyramid lak. makan2 + jalan2 sesket sbb dah pancit sgt rase. lagi pon, kononnye hubby patut ade keje midnite tuh..

reached home around 8pm.. then, baru dpt tau keje hubby mlm tu kensel.

few pixs are from opismate hubby. Mr Woon kalo i tak salah. thanx!

cik misi

2010-11-11T08:56:00.002+08:00

scene 1.
dlm bilek nenek.

mama : jom, masuk bilek. tido.
ayra : kite nak capu ubat nenek.
mama : ubat ape?
ayra : capu kat kaki nenek. nenek cakit lutut. (pronounced as 'lu-tut'.. bukan lutot yg org biase sebut)
mama : ha, pegi la.
.
.
ayra : kite nak capu ubat nenek.
nenek : takyah la. biar nenek buat.
ayra : takyah.. nenek baying.. nenek baying je. kite capu..
nenek : ... (baring & kasik ubat sapu).. ok dah?
ayra : locen lak.
nenek : ... (kasik losyen kat ayra)
ayra : ... (sapu losyen + gosok2 kaki nenek smp nenek pon terlelap!)
.
.
.
mama : aling, meh kite bobom. dah sapu locen nenek ke?
ayra : dah. nak bacuh tanan.
nenek : betuah btol cucu pompuan sorang ni. hehe

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scene2
dlm bilek kitorang.

mama : ... (baring & amik ubat titik idung)
ayra : ma, kite buat ma.
mama : takyah. mama buat sendiri. syg tak reti...
ayra : kite picit la.
mama : ok..
dah titik je ubat kat idung, ayra pon picit idung aku, konon2 nak kasik ubat tu meresap dlm idung. rase smp ke tekak taw.

p/s : dah jadik macam nurse anak dara nih.

blog ni dah jadik cam longgokan skrip sitkom pendek lak eh.. :-)

mamai

2010-11-04T11:34:00.001+08:00

dalam bilek
masuk tido around 1am.

kul 5am, ayra bangun.

ayra : ma.. ma.. kite yak..
mama : hmm.. gi ckp kat ayah.
ayra : (crawl to ayah) ayah.. kite yak.
ayah : alaaaaaa...
ayra : ma.. kite yakkk.
mama : ckp la kat ayah (sambil buat2 tido)
ayra : ayah tido!
.
.
.
mama : jom la. bangun.

kat toilet
mama : mane ade yak!
ayra : ade!
mama : mane? takde pon! (sambil tunjuk pampers)
ayra : ade cikit!
mama : yela yela (padehal mmg takde ok)
.
.
.

kat living hall
ayra : ma, kite nak pakai pampers ijau (sample pamper petpet yang ade 2keping je b4 ni)
mama : mane ade. dah abis la. pakai la pampers ni (sambil tunjuk huggies kaler biru)
ayra : tanakkk... (start merengek)
mama : bole la.... (nak mengamuk tp tak larat sbb mamai giler)
ayra : atal ni!
mama : gi amik bedak atas meja tu.. (sambil baring kat sofa)
ayra : mama angan baying!
mama : pegi je la amik bedak tu cepatttt..
ayra : kite nak tgk tiwi!
mama : ... (on kan tv)
ayra : kite nak atunnnn!
mama : ... (meraban carik remote tukar cenel 611)
.
.
.
siap pakai pampers+seluar bagai, baring, carik port nak sambung tido.
ayra : ma, kite nak cucu manash (read : susu panas)
mama : ... (bangun semula buat susu. then, sambung baring)
ayra : nak cimut! (read : selimut)
mama : ... (amik selimut. sambung tido dpn tv)

haish... anak... anak... harap2 besor nnt, dia layan la balik permintaan2 kite laks.. ameen.

p/s : luangkan masa anda bersama parents. jangan asek bz jek. kang asal mama ajak je, mule la heboh penat la, ade opoimen ngan kawan la, malas la, ngantuk la etc. kalo parents kite asek bz dulu, kite takkan idop nyer skrang..

sape dah ade anak pompuan?

2010-10-28T12:23:00.002+08:00

mama : shh shh shh (bisik-bisik)
ayra : ... (sengih2)
ayah : kenape?
mama : tak.. sya soh ckp ailebiu kat ayah.. saje nak ajo dia ckp ailebiu.
ayah : ha.. ckp ailebiu kat mama ngan ayah je taw. jgn ckp kat orang lain lak. kang gi ckp kat abg khalish (budak laki kat umah babysitter) lak. ishk..
mama : hahahaha
ayra : ... (to young to understand kot)

kepada bapak2 di luar sane, anda dah start cuax tak ade anak dara? hihihi...

ceta besday lagik!

2010-10-26T10:21:00.003+08:00

mama : ayra tak ckp epi besday to u mama pon..
ayra : ... (sengih malu-malu)
mama : cepat la.. epi besday to u mama..
ayra : epi beday to u mama (sambil bisik2)
mama : pandai le.. ckp, ailebiu mama..
ayra : ..kite tak wandai..
mama : ok. cakap 'ai'
ayra : 'ai'
mama : 'leb'
ayra : 'yeb'
mama : 'yu'...
ayra : 'yu'...
mama : ailebiu mama..
ayra : ai-ye-yu mama.. (tersiput-siput malu)
ayra : ma, kite nak kek epi beday..
mama : ok, makan nasi dulu. pastu baru potong kek.
ayra : okeyyy..

time nak potong kek, boleh plak ayra & ayril berebut nak pegang pisau plastik tuh.. jangan main2, ayril walaupon blom pandai ckp, tp sgt terel berebut ngan kakak dia.. so, kite potong kek ber-3 la!

b4 tido.
ayra : ma, tadi kite mamam kek hepi beday to u mama, beday adek, beday ayah, beday kite.....

ha... dan-dan besday sumer org kan..

hepi besday to ME!

2010-10-25T09:28:00.001+08:00

Home, 25th Oct 2010 @ 0007 Hr

hubby : hepi besday sayang.. tettt... tettt.... tetttttt..... (censored, tak sesuai utk bacaan umum. ha-ha)
me : ... (sengih. then, looking at ayra & ayril)
hubby : ayra, meh peluk mama.. epi beday mama cpt..
ayra : ... (sengih.. malu-malu, tetibe tukar mood) ala.... kite nak tido........

ishk.

vbac

2010-10-22T10:37:00.000+08:00

Semalam aku dpt sms from Mdm Nat aka Ainun yang baru jek melahirkan anak pompuan ke2 kat DEMC pada 21st Oct 2010 @ 5.35pm, berat 2.97kg.. tapi yang paling pentingnyer, mdm kite berjaye melakukan vbac! (vaginal birth after caesarean) yeay!! alhamdulillah..

so now dah bertambah geng vbac aku! *sigh*

Ayra & Ayril

2010-10-20T11:52:00.001+08:00

ayra : ma, kite nak gi nenemanda!
mama : bukan nene la. a-la..
ayra : nene-ala?
mama : bukannn.. ala-manda.
ayra : ma, kite nak gi alamanda!
mama : ok, ckp kat ayah.
ayra : ayah, kite nak gi alamanda!
ayah : krooh... krohh.. (malas nak layan)

but we went jugak to alamanda. 2 minggu berturut2 pegi sane. orang tak sesak sgt. senang nak kasik ayril berjalan sendiri. sejak 'dapat kaki' neh, mmg suke na dia berjalan. aku yg letih tgk dia berjalan tak berenti. pastuh, dah sibuk nak main kete yg kene masuk singgit tuh. ayra ekcelinyer dah lame boring main bendalah tuh, but since ayril nak main, dia pon tumpang sekaki la..

kat kelemak.. jalan2 petang2

seronok tgk ayra+ayril main sesame. finally, smp jugak harinyer utk tgk diorg main berdua. dulu mase kitorang ade ayra sorang, hubby slalu ckp nak our 2nd child cpt.. tanak gap jauh sgt.. sbb nnt ayra ade kawan. bleh main sesame.. and now diorang bukan saje main sesame, malah begado sesama, bertepuk-tampar sesame, passing2 aka rembat botol air each other, keluarkan tisu dr kotak secara bergilir2, pecahkan biskut secara berjemaah kat kapet dan juga tongtong botol susu secara duet smp melekit lantai.. semuanyer buat same-same. hahaha..

ayra also had becoming ayril's idol. idola nombor satu bagi ayril. pantang ape je ayra buat, immediatly ayril akan ikot. baru je ayra panjat kete meynan dia and blom sempat aku jerit soh ayra turun, ayril dah panjat same. begitula seterusnye. kesian ayra kena marah sbb ajar adek yg bukan2. ekceli, bkn dia ngajar pon, adek yang cepat sgt mengikot.

baru ni aku tried ajar ayril, "mata mane?" and quickly blink my eyes beberapa kali, tp dia sikit pon tanak pandang taw! ishk. then, i called ayra and asked her to teach ayril.. ayra tarik ayril dpn muka dia, tny adek mane mate sambil blink her eyes.. ayril ikot same kelip mata! mmg sah idola.

now, ayra sibuk nyanyi lagu maher zain - insha Allah. ayril same making noise jugak. thou bunyik nyer hanye la aaaaaa... aaaaaaaa... aaaaaaaaa... jadik la kan.. agaknye cpt la jugak ayril ni berckp memandangkan mentor aka idola nyer sgt la kepochi. hahaha..

sila la layan video ayra singing. siap tak kasik aku nyanyi ok. kalo ayah dia nyanyi takpe lak.

mama : insyaAllah... insyaAllah...
ayra : ma takyah nyanyi.. ma joget je.
mama : ...

layan movie

2010-09-30T10:08:00.002+08:00

mlm td lepas makan, kitorang tgk Lagenda Budak Setan kat umah. yang movie, bukan drama. ok, outdated, i know. tp disebabkan few ppl around me yang ye ye ckp ceta tu best, aku nak gak la tgk.

humm.. pendek kan ceta, takde la best mane. cam compact giler. pastuh, cam malang giler nasib si ayu tuh. dah la terlanjur, lps tu kena kawen paksa, then, kena blasah ngan laki dia, eksiden smp kena wat plastik surgery, divorced, hilang ingatan & finally meninggal masa giving birth. tak ke malang giler.. aku tak ingat ceta ape yg aku penah tgk dulu, lebih kurang gini gak ceta dier. malang sampai ke sudah.

tp part yg aku paling takbleh blah adelah part ayu dlm labor-room. teran... teran... teran... pastuh cam huru-hara tolak2 orang keliling dia. giler.. manede keadaan cemtuh mase dlm labor room. exaggerate giler. teran pon ade masa nye. bukan sepanjang masa.. patut la ayu tu mati.. haha. ok. fine. tak klaka.

kesimpulannya, tabest. sape yg kempen baaaeeekkk kat aku pasal ceta ni dulu? ha? sape?

Jamuan Raya IT&NT

2010-09-29T14:03:00.001+08:00

date : 28th Sept 2010
time : 2.30 pm
venue : MPH, Menara TM

paid RM10, and I only ate setengah pinggan nasi briyani, 4 cucuk satey, 1 gelas air oren sejuk.

sumer org nampaknye cam spare perut tak gi lunch. so, bile start nak makan around 3pm, orang dah gi menyerbu tempat amik food. crowded giler. aku pon yg kebuluran + kepanasan = rasa nak pengsan! tobat!

dalam banyak2 hadiah lucky draw, satu pon tak jatuh ke tangan INO. aku mmg sah2 tak penah ade luck utk ape2 lucky draw sekali pon. haha

then, balik opis & sambung cam-whoring. :-)

pix : credit to my colleague, Ms.Chan.

hanging by a moment

2010-09-29T09:28:00.003+08:00

last weekend kitorang gi raye umah mak mok kat somban. while sumer org stil lepaking kat meja makan, ayra sleeping in one of the bedroom, ayril dont wanna sleep lagi, so aku pon bawak la ayril kuar dr bilek tuh. ayril ni ade tantrum lebih sket dr ayra dulu. ayril suka melentik2 badan, melepaskan badan dier etc kalo dia tanak org dukung & kalo dia tak dpt ape yg dia nak. kalo time dia bejalan & kite kat kasik dia pegi somewhere or capai anything, mesti dia lembikkan lutut smp tangan tergantung & berpusing2. kdg aku yg kena pusing skali takot tangan dia terseliuh!

that day, he was walking half way & started to lembikkan lutut sbb aku tak kasik turun tangga. ntah camner, he cried. aku bwk dia kat hubby (biase la, bab2 cemnih aku mmg cpt panik. sila serahkan kat hubby utk hendel. hehehe) hubby pujuk2 ayril. gerakkan tgn dier je, nanges. angkat sikit pon nanges. terlanggar sket pon nanges. uncle man have a look. he said, tangan dia ter-renggang sket (tp takde la smp terkeluar soket). balik umah nnt tuam ngan ais. then, kasik PCM supaya dia dpt tido better.

while everyone solat maghrib, I sat with ayril. kesian tgk dia merangkak ngan 1 tangan. bile tertiarap, nak bangun pon tolak badan ngan 1 tgn. bile aku hulur bende, dia amik ngan satu tgn. even aku hulurkan kat tangan yg sakit tu, dia stil amik pakai tangan yg lagi satu. kesian wooo...

balik naik kete, dok kat car seat dia, takyah ikat seat belt pon takde heboh nak gerak. nak tolak badan kluar dr carseat pon takleh kan. then, dia tido til kitorang reach KL. smp umah, stil merengek2.. did wat uncle suruh. then, sumer masuk tido.

next morning, ayril terjaga & nanges. mmg biasenye kalo terjage pagi2, he'll cry carik aku. but when he saw me kat pintu bilik, dia merangkak with both hands! alhamdulillah.. dah tak sakit tangan dia..

cuak dah aku nak dangle ngan tangan budak lagik..

ubat gegat

2010-09-28T13:18:00.000+08:00

kat toilet Shell. nak cuci ber*k ayra.

ayra : ...(looking at ubat gegat kaler kuning tepi toilet)
mama : meh sini bediri btul2.
ayra : ... (trying to step/pijak2 onto the ubat gegat)
mama : sini la cepatttt...
ayra : ma, ape tu ma?
mama : ubat lipas. tanak usik.
ayra : lipash watok (read:batuk) ke ma?
mama : erh..

ceta raye..

2010-09-24T09:57:00.002+08:00

eh, padan la aku rase n3 b4 ni cam tibe2 jek muncul sbb ceta raye aku taip kat tempat lain rupenyer.

nway, to summarize ceta raye 2010 kitorang:-
Rabu, 2 Hari b4 raye. Aku stil keje, but hubby tak. need to take care of children sbb babysitter dah start cuti.. Petang tu, hubby jemput kat opis, terus kitorang gerak balik Kelemak.

Khamis, sehari b4 raye. prepare masak2.. nasik impit, rendang ayam, daging etc.. seb baik langsir & kusyen aku dah selesaikan weekend b4 tuh. penat sangat aku rase. nite, pegi uptown.

Jumaat, pagi raye.
7-8am : pegi kubur ayah
8-9.30am : kemas2 & settlekan budak.
9.30-11am : makan2 & sesi salam & amik gambar.
11am : gerak balik KL
1pm : smp umah nenek, gombak
2.30pm : start konvoi.
11pm : mercun & bunga api @ umah p.ngah.

Sabtu, pagi 2nd Raye.
open house for our family @ umah mama, gombak.
ptg : umah maksu.
malam : balik kelemak semula.

Ahad, 3rd raye.
open house kat side hubby lak.
petang : lepak2.
malam : gerak balik KL..

Raye ke 4, 5 & 6, pegi coti-coti mesia kat cameron highlands & penang... (cam n3 b4 nih la.. hihi)

Raye ke 7 (cuti Hari Malaysia)
open house anak MakChu kat Balakong.. Then, to umah MakSu kat Kajang.. then JJ Balakong. eh?

Raye ke 8
aku stil cuti tp hubby keje. Mama lepak at our home. smp prepare utk open house alang.

Raye ke 9
open house kat umah mama lg.
malam : balik umah..

Raye ke 10, dok umah tido & rehat2 je...

Raye ke 11, aku start keje..

cuti seminggu pon penuh xtvt. penat!

cuti cuti mesia

2010-09-21T17:23:00.001+08:00

sambungan ceta cuti raye..

Pada raye ke4, day 1, kitorang telah gerak gi Cameron. kononnyer nak gerak pagi2 sementara budak tido, tp disebabkan kitorang sampai dari melaka kul 1am.. ding dong ding dong basuh baju, kemas sikit2, kul 4am baru aku tido.. tu yang bangun lambat & gerak lewat.

tghari tu kitorang singgah R&R Tapah utk mandikan ayra. ayril bangun pagi, tu yang dah siap2 mandi kat umah. then, pegi lunch kat situ. giler tasteless nasi ayam dier. blueewkk. then, kami teruskan perjalanan.

budak2 dah start cranky dok lame dlm kete. sepatutnyer destinasi seterusnye adalah lata iskandar. tp tak sempat nak tunggu smp ke situ, terus gi Kuala Woh. Syiok giler bebudak ni mandi sungai. air sungai mmg la sejuk tp kalo jalan dalam sungai tu, kaki kite kan cam termasuk sket dlm pasir, giler panas ok. ade air panas kat bawah sungai tu!! series tak tipu!

dekat sejam berendam, kitorang continue journey. siap2 buat susu, dedua dah selamat tido dlm kete.. jalan nak naik ke cameron mmg bengkang bengkok.. lame lak tuh journey dia.. smp aku pon terlelap. hehe.

sesampai cameron, kitorang nampak signbod 'BOH' terus je masuk simpang. jauh ke dalam jugak la. perut pon lapar. tu yang pegi minum dulu.. amik2 gambar sket. then, otw nak kuar ke main road, jmp bee farm. terus singgah. kitorang beli honey RM45 sebotol besar. katenye kat KL dlm RM70++..

waktu pon dah dekat kul 6pm. pusing2 brinchang carik hotel budget. dapat la satu bilek kecik. ok la utk kitorang be4. Malam gi dinner kat area hotel gak. servis kedai steamboat F@UZI tu sgt fail.

1st, mase nak amik order, kitorang mintak buku menu, dia blah & pegi amik order meja lain dulu. hampeh giler.

2nd, food tunggu sgt lame. steamboat wey! hidang bahan mentah la, bkn kene masak pon. hubby pegi tanyer bape kali ntah. lame sket, kluarla all the frozen things tu. tp, kuali steamboat tak kuar2 lagi. giler bangang la. camner nak makan kalo takde kuali tuh. tunggu punyer tunggu, kitorang dah nak cancel order dah. tp dia kate kuah dah siap. kalo dah siap nape tak kuarkan lagik?

3rd, mahal.

mmg spoil giler mood aku. dah le kelaparan. servis lembab macam pondan tua. pastu mahal lak tuh! RM40 utk set steamboat! baik gi makan buffet kat seoul garden!

mmg menyumpah la kitorang blah. haha.

then, pegi nite market yang hanye bukak pada weekend & public holidays. agaknye maseh musim cuti sekolah, so ade la nite market malam tuh.

balik tido..

Day 2.
Brekfast. then balik sambung tido.. tghari, checkout. pegi kea farm, cactus point and few more. tak shopping pon. beli cactus je. so, skrang kat umah ade la dlm 10 pokok cactus yg kecik2 tuh. hehe..

Sblom turun jalan kona-kona, ayril dah selamat tido. puas aku soh ayra tido tp takmo gak. dulu gi fraser jln kona2 ni dia muntah taw! seb baik last2 dia tido gak. journey dr cameron ke penang jauh gak. 2jam lebeh ek. destinasi pertama adalah mencari nasi kandar. yeah! then, baru cross jambatan PP sbb nak carik hotel kat sane. tgh pusing2 tu, tetibe ayril batuk & muntah. abih baju, tudung & sluar aku. ayra yg dok kat blakang sibuk intai adek dia muntah. aku dah bising soh dia dok jauh sket. tak sampai 10menet. ayra lak muntah. dia ni takleh tgk org lain muntah. tp gatal gak tgk muntah adik dia. hubby pon cpt2 la main redah je check-in hotel.

petang tu rehat2 kat bilek. malam baru kuar gi padang kota makan pasembur. konon nak mkn charkuewtiaw, tp memandangkan food dah byk atas meja, tak jadik nak order. then, gi bt feringghi. ade byk jual2 tepi jalan. then, balik sbb dah start ujan.. mase pusing2 kat georgetown tu, tetibe nmpk ade long queue tepi jalan. rupenye org nak pegi naasi kandar beratur. mmg beratur la ko malam2 tu. tp kitorang tak singgah sbb dah kenyang.

Day 3.
Lepas brekfes gi perangin Mall. kedai pon blom bukak. lantak. saje nak pegi local mall yg takde kat KL.. kang, asek2 JJ, asek2 JJ.. pegi JB pon JJ.. kuantan pon JJ. udah2 le tuh..

Sambung pusing2.. bebudak pon tido.. maklum le bgn pagi cpt sgt. apelagi, makpak nyer pon sempat la camwhoring gediks bedua! hehe..

kuar dari pulau, tapau nasi kandar lagik. takleh nak mkn kat kedai sbb budak tgh tido.. journey balik KL rase jauh btul.. berenti kat R&R Sg. Perak sbb hubby dah ngantuk.. kebetulan ade lak maskot Upin & Ipin kat situ.. Ye ye la bwk ayra yang over eksaited dengar ade upin & ipin. skali smp je dpn maskot tu, trus berundur tanak amik gambar.. takot dia tgk besar sgt. dlm tv tgk kecik je. tp kitorang dukung gak supaye amik gambar. kang dah balik baru dia mintak, lagik haru..

Dlm kete, bebudak sambung huru-hara balik.. forcing the father to make a stop kat Kuala Woh. again. mandi sungai lagikk.. dah kecut berendam, senang nak tidokan diorg dlm kete. hehe..

terus.. balik KL.. sambil berkaraoke & main2 dgn bebudak kat seat blakang. aku pon dah pindah seat blakang taw kalo tak diorg sibuk nak dok dpn gak.

mencabar gak bwk budak kecik jalan jauh. tp stil seronok..

dalam byk2 berjalan, sambil tu aku refresh mind ayra pasal pegi cameron, penang, makan strawbery, kaktus, mandi sungai, angin sejuk etc2.. dia ikot la ape aku ajo.. last2 dah balik umah, aku try test ayra..

mama : kite pegi mane tadi sayang?
ayra : gi amik gamba ngan Upin Ipin.
mama : aaaaaa... (itu je ke yang dia ingat???)

ayra : name shaye upin. ni adek shaye ipin.
mama : salah la. name saye ayra. ni adek saye ayril.
ayra : owh.

few minutes later, dia ulang la lagik...
ayra : name shaye upin. ni adek shaye ipin.

patah

2010-09-20T17:28:00.002+08:00

di parking JJ AU2

mama : ayra! pegang mama! bahaye ni kang ade kete!
ayra : ...(lari.. lari..)
mama : ... (pegang tgn ayra kuat2.. tarik masuk dalam kete)
ayra : ma... mama... patah tanan kite...
mama : ishk.

drama btol anak aku neh.

atuk polis

2010-09-06T16:05:00.001+08:00

Dalam kereta on the way balik KL dari Alor Gajah...

Ayra : Ma... nak dok ngan mama.......
Mama : Takleh. jauh lagi ni.
Ayra : Ti ade atuk polish?
Mama : Haah. ade atuk polis.
Ayra : Ane?
Mama : Kat depan sane.
Ayra : Ane?? (sambil mata fokus pandang ke depan melalui celah kerusi ayah)
Mama : ade la kat depan sane. nanti tengok.
Ayra : tade.. atuk polish kat umah...
Mama : Owh. ye ke?
Ayra : Aaaa..
Mama : ok (dah malas nak jawab soklan)
Ayra : boyeh dok ngan mama?
Mama : aaaaaaaaaaAAAAAaaaaaa...?????

nak meyn teytapi..

2010-09-06T15:56:00.003+08:00

ayra dari dulu suka kat toy - Thomas & frens tuh. pantang nampak je keretapi biru tuh, terus je jerit "teytapi!!" walaupon puas dah aku ajo name dia Thomas, stil takmo adapt gak.. even nampak lukisan katun muka jam pon, ayra ckp "teytapi" (sbb cam muka Thomas)..

lebih kurang kan..

So, lately ni, hubby pon slalu husyar set railway keretapi Thomas ni la. Ade byk set. Set island la.. Set itu la, ini la.. Starter set pon ade tp too basic. Dan byk lagi set la tp aku tak ingat name dia. Tanpa disedari, hubby yang dah menghapal set2 yang ade, with prices skali.. Wah, ini sape yang mau main nihh... Kebetulan plak last week ade warehouse sale Litt Tak.. So, hubby terus sambar 2kotak set Thomas nih.. Satu box tu ade Thomas & Percy. Satu lagi ade locomotive hitam..

Now, ayra & ayril ade 3 teytapi..

1st attempt design railway. Lepas main, cabut2 semua. Sok nak main, design landasan baru..

Main ngan abang Uwais & Umair.

Yang memasangnyer, opcoz la ayah ayra.. Ralit giler dia jadik engineer KTMB..

becok

2010-09-01T14:03:00.003+08:00

ayra dah starts pot-pet-pot-pet.

Scene 1 : nak pegi beli satey
Ayra : ayah, kite nak gi ane?
Ayah : nak gi beli satey.
Ayra : weli satey kat ne?
Ayah : kat taman melati.
Ayra : taman mlati kat ne?
Ayah : kat MRR2.
Ayra : matu kat ne?
Ayah : kat sane. nanti dah sampai ayah tunjuk.
Ayra : ooo.

Scene 2 : ikut ateh pegi Giant
Nenek : tadi ayra pegi mane?
Ayra : ikot ateh gi a-yen (Giant). tade paking.
Nenek : takde parking? pastu parking kat mane?
Ayra : kat tempat ya-yin (lain)
Nenek : beli ape kat Giant?
Ayra : atin (ice-cream), toyet (coklat), ho-tok.
Nenek : aaa?
Mama : hotdog ke?
Ayra : aaaa..

Scene 3 : batuk2 ari tu
Ayra : ma tadi kite mutah.
Mama : iyer? knp syg muntah?
Ayra : watok (batuk). bacah (basah) toto mak.
Mama : ye ker.. lagi?
Ayra : leher.. sini (sambil tunjuk dada).. tanan (tangan)..

Scene 4 : makan
Mama : ayra nak mamam tak?
Ayra : nak.
Mama : mama suap ke syg suap sendiri?
Ayra : kite cuap (suap) ciri (sendiri)
Mama : syg mama suap sendiri? pandainyer..
Ayra : a ah. kite dah beca (besar). nak gi kolah (sekolah) kan mama..
Mama : ha ah..
.
.
.
Mama : dah abih mamam ke?
Ayra : ... em.. dah.
Mama : ye ke? meh mama tengok.
Ayra : (jalan perlahan2 pegi kat mangkuk dia).. eh. ade la mama..
Mama : ha, mamam cepat.

klaka kan dgr budak kecik keletah.

Why Muslim?

2010-08-23T14:23:00.000+08:00

sessi sharing is caring.

home

2010-08-23T10:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, around 11am, paed dtg check. ckp bleh discharge. yabedabeduuu!!

Tapi, bil tak kuar2 lagi. My grandma & maksu & family sempat la visit kat ward while kitorang tggu for bills. Around 1.30pm diorg pon balik. our bills tak settle lagik. sempat jugak la kami 4-beranak tido secara berjemaah smp kul 3pm. Nurse kejut ckp bills dah settle. Total charges for 5hari 4malam utk 2org? aku pon tatau. muahahahaa.. this time hubby yang pegi sign2 apekejadah sumer. agaknyer lega sgt sbb takde nak kena top-up apepe, lantak la charge bape byk pon kot. ahahaha.. but i've remembered previously mase ayra warded sorang for 3days, 2nites, it was around RM2k. ok, sila agak2 sendiri.

From Tawakal, straight to Prince Court. tgk hani lagi skali. kesian tgk baby kena masuk drip. tp dia seronok hepi sha-la-la senyum2 gelak2 je bile kena agah.. tomey. :-) Then, waktu ade nurse check hani, she saw tangan ayril pon stil ade plaster. tanyer itu ini sket, dia ckp kalo budak batuk better avoid minum susu. kalo minum gak, make sure susu suam sbb kalo susu dah sejuk, dia cam melekit2 kat salur tekak which contribute pertambahan kahak. Kalo tak minum susu nak minum ape? dia ckp minum air ~~hani~~ honey. madu yg mahal tuh. (nurse tu ckp eh..) i think she refers to madu organik yg sgt pure tuh kot. hehe.

Then, pegi pasar ramadan kat melawati. giler congest. menyesal aku masuk situ. dah le bwk stroller! mmg mati mood terus. last2, aku tggu kat tepi jalan, hubby went into the crowd & bought our juadah. tobat. tobat. jangan pegi pasar malam kat KL ni time weekend. sesak giler. dah le bwk budak. kalo tak bwk budak tahan lagik. tp anak aku mane bleh tinggal. nnt mogok bleh jadik biru. ahahahha.. konklusinye, kalo nak gi pasar ramadan weekend, pegi la kat alor gajah. muehehehheheee...

note:-
kalo batuk, takleh mkn/minum jus oren/tembikai/anggur etc.. buah2an citrus. sbb pagi tu aku kasik ayril oren jus yg came along with his breakfast meal. paed ckp all the juices, mama to drink. (saye puase doc, kalo tak mmg dah licin tiap2 dulang)

next follow-up appointment, saturday, 28th August 2010. Owh, same day hari berbuka pose di umah nenek. yey! (knp yey? sbb kitorang dah 3tahun tak join the event. erh..)

hospitalized III

2010-08-21T09:11:00.002+08:00

hari ni adalah hari ke 4 kami berkampung di hospital.

it all started last saturday. mase tu kitorang kat kelemak. aku rase badan ayril cam deda sket. batuk pon sikit2 je. next day, batuk lagi teruk. gi klinik kat alor gajah. demam takde. batuk je. on monday evening, after amik dr babysitter, badan ayril makin panas. he started to shiver*. terus gi klinik sri indah. aku suke gi KSI sbb klinik ni 24hours+panel klinik kitorang. hehe.. saje bukat record skali lagi kat klinik ni supaye utk tracking. ayra tak demam, tp batuk je. so, only ayril on antibiotik. but by night, ayra pon dah demam.

Selasa, aku amik urgent leave. taking care of my angels at home. sponging kepala dedua, bagi ubat etc. dedua moody. asek meragam, asek nak dukong.. takleh tinggal langsung. nak mandi pon tak dapat. demam pon on & off. kejap ligat main. tetibe dah merengek2. bibir sgt merah. mama ckp panas dalam. telinge dah luka, muka pon dah kesat sbb eczema dah naik. aku mmg notice bebudak ni kalo demam je, mesti naik eczema.

Rabu, stil demam. pegi KSI again & mintak refer letter. sampai hospital, paed ckp ade wheezing. both. but ayril lebih kuat. paru2 pon bunyik tak clear. byk sgt kahak. paed tny nak admit ayra gak tak? she said better masuk supaya senang bleh jage dedua. kalo tak, sorang kat spital, sorang kat umah camner nak jage. btul gak.

then, mase nak tunggu ward, org KPJ yg jage kaunter ckp takde ward kosong. yg ade hanye vip premier suite. kalo nak, the price is RM600++.. kelayakan aku 2beded room je. so, aku kena tambah la difference dier. giler haper minah ni. aku dah bengang2, last2 assistant paed dtg explen. so, disebabkan ward penuh, diorg masukkan kitorang kat 4beded room. but masuk gak waiting list utk 2beded room. tp disebabkan kitorang tak dpt katil bersebelahan, we just squeezed in 2 baby cots in one cubicle. padat la sket.

nite, mama & my sis came after tarawikh. mama siap bwk nasi utk sahur. that nite gak besday hubby. Seb baik aku sempat order handmade card.. sgt chantek. hehe. sila visit sini. (kad aku blom diupload lagik..) Thanx amal :-)

Khamis, hubby outstation. my brother & SIL came. then, we got our 2beded room. selesa giler. paed assigned for physiotherapy. mula nak soh sedut kahak. tp memandangkan ayril nih ade pe'el tahan napas, paed pon risau nak kasik. so, just buat fisio tepuk2 - untuk melonggarkan kahak.

Nite, mama buka with us sbb takde org kat umah.. lepak2 dulu.. then baru balik. few minutes later, my younger bro came. bwk toys! ofcoz ayra sgt sukaaaa... mama dier suka gaks! hehehe

Jumaat, dah demam-free.. alhamdulillah. paed ckp kalo dah mmg xde demam, meaning virus dah in-control. wheezing pon dah kurang, tp bunyik kahak stil kuat. nite, kitorang gi buka pose ngan vendor kat Quality Hotel. amik peluang nak keluar. giler boring aku terperap dlm spital..

Ari ni, tatau bleh balik tak ari ni. skrang, paed blom smp lagik. harap bleh kuar spt. nak gi tgk hani lak yg warded due to diarrhea & high fever. haissshhh... senang btul bebudak skrang dpt penyakit.. ishk ishk

*menurut paed kat tawakal, bile badan start shivering, meaning temperature dia tgh nak naik, reaching to peak! sbb dlm badan dah panas dulu, so, persekitaran rasa lebih sejuk. then, baru rase panas seluruh badan.

mimpi

2010-07-27T10:21:00.000+08:00

pagi tadik, i dreamt of my late father..

pendek je mimpi tu.. mase tu ade makan2 kat umah uncle aku.. tp ntah camner, aku yg jadik ala-ala tuan rumah.. masak.. siapkan meja mkn etc.. pastu, aku makan with some of my uncles & cousins. while ade lagi yang lain2 tgh dok kat living hall tgk tv etc.. then, ayah came to the table. aku bangun, kasik seat kat ayah & asked him if he wanna eat.. he said yes. So, aku pon pegi la carik pinggan lain nak kasik ayah. tp tak jumpe. kat tempat pinggan pon takde. dlm sink takde. pinggan aku pakai sebelum tu pon ntah ke mane. siap carik dalam kabinet sumer tak jmp.. ye la kan, umah orang. mane la aku tau diorg simpan pinggan kat mane.

tetibe, hubby aku kejut. eh.

aku dok atas katil. pikir jap. mane pinggan? erm.. ayah ade ke? eh, ayah mane ade lagi. :-(

terus bangun & pegi mandi.

alfatihah.

Forever In Love...

2010-07-22T14:25:00.001+08:00

I've alwaiz love weddings. dari zaman anak dara sampai dah jadik mak dara, i stil enjoy attend wedding.. beautiful pengantin, pelamin, berkat, good food and not to miss, sirap org kawen.. walaupon tawar, suka jugaks! ahahaha..

I love seeing familiar faces.. ala2 gathering.. jmp kgkwn lama, family yg lame tak jmp etc..

I love the environment. the warmth of love. everyone happy. smiling faces everywhere. perantin opcoz sgt sweet together-gether.. you can feel love is in the air.. beautiful.

it took so much trust, faith and obviously love to be walking down the aisle with our partner. not to mention dramatic heart-breaking, tormented moments that we've gone thru, we stil managed to be an item. alhamdulillah.. we're stil holding hands, cherish for each other's presence. everyday.

so please, have heart. stop spreading the negative aura.. it is very disturbing, annoying, immature & shallow. and to nice ppl around me, your positive vibes will alwaiz make me strong..

insyaAllah, we'll be forever in love.. muaaahhhss..

ayril . 1 .

2010-06-28T13:49:00.003+08:00

Lame tak meng-hapdet.

doesnt mean i didnt write, cuma not at this blog jek. ntah knp tetibe my-devilish-thoughts lebih ektip drp my-engelic-writing lately nih. ahahaha..

btw, ayril is already 1. aku tgk tibe2 jek dah besar anak2 aku nih..

cam ayra dulu, besday setahun mmg takde buat ape, juz beli kek (tambah lak ngan belanjawan tahun ini kurang memberansangkan).. then, ingat nak soka-soka di funfair tp cam scary je aku tgk funfair skrang. baik bwk budak main kat JJ.

nothing much. amik gambar cukup syarat ade prove besday kek.. mencabar giler.. last2 kaki ayril berjaye sepak kek. ahahaha..

hospitalized II

2010-05-26T12:28:00.005+08:00

last month ayra masuk spital. dis time, ayril lak.

kenapa?

mama aku cakap, over-cried. ha-ha.

ayril ni i wud say as sgt manja. time kitorang keje, ayril stays with his babysitter.. boleh je tinggal.. tp dia sgt choosy. he'll selects only few ppl yg boleh dukung dia. others yg dia taknak, he'll starts to cry.. petang, time kitorang jemput dia dr rumah babysitter, he'll jumps happily! seb baik tak jatuh masa dukung. then, kat rumah, dia pantang tgk aku takde. even while playing, suddenly when he noticed that I wasnt around, he'll started crying.. at least kalau hubby ade pon ok jugak. meaning salah sorang drpd kitorang MESTI ade dekat dia.. kalau tak, mau merangkak nanges2 carik aku smp ke dapur.

So, kisah bermula begini..

Isnin malam lepas we went to sleepover at my mom's. while aku lepak2 borak2 with mama, ayril playing sorang2, ayra playing with bedak, hubby was with his laptop and my two bro & sis were in their room.. suddenly, ayril became cranky, gosok2 mata tanda nak tido.. sambil gossiping, mama took ayril on her lap.. ayril started to meragam nak lepaskan diri.. and in few seconds, he inhale very deeply.. and then silence.. i waited for him to cried out loud as he usually did, but he didnt.. mama held him up, we saw his lips turned blue. in that micro-second, i wondered when did he get his hands on the magic-color & eat it? then only I realize we wasnt breathing. I took him & quickly run to hubby. I was VERY panic! hubby held him upside down & tepuk belakang dia.. now his face turned blue.. and cold.. stil silence.. only the sound of me panicking. ayril dah longlai.. hubby started to make ayril to vomit sbb risau kot2 dia tercekik something.. ayril muntah sikit je. then, he cried.. muka start merah & panas balik..

alang quickly idop enjin kete dia.. siap cepat2, rempit pegi hospital.. wah, laju gilak perdana dia.. ahahahaa.. masuk kat kecemasan, doktor check everything was normal. tp suggested dok ward sbb takot if it happen again time kitorang tgh tido.. again, aku dok pediatric ward. mase register kat kecemasan, nurse tu ckp dia pasan kitorang penah dtg.. mase kat ward, another nurse pon ckp muka aku looks familiar.. ahahahahaa.. haishh.. anak.. anak..

next morning, dr. sheila check ayril. she said something got to do with breath-holding + temperamental kids. rupenyer mmg ade budak yg pe'el gittew.. saje tahan napas tunjuk protes.. dr.sheila said to ayril, "you are very very naughty boy". she came closer and lepik kaki ayril.. ofcoz, gently lah.. hehe.. kiut giler tgk ayril nganga jek dgr doktor cakap.. macam paham jek.. doktor advise not to let him cry lama2, quickly distract him with toys or anything.. but he might use it as his weapon, sbb dia tau ppl will entertain him once he cries. so, kena pandai2 la..

i did google pasal Breath Holding Spells.. at least dah ade knowledge pasal benda nih.. harap in future, aku taklah panic sgt.. Ye la tu kan.. mesti hubby aku dah sengeh2 busuk.. ahahaha

aku teringat dulu mase dlm pantang, ayril penah nanges smp kuar air mata darah! bwk pegi pakar mata, she said kapilari darah ke amende ntah yg kat mata tu pecah.. sbb nanges beriya gak.. nanges masa nak pakaikan baju lepas mandi.. masa dlm pantang, ayril sgt freak-out bile badan dia ter-exposed tanpa baju or towel.. dahsyat anak aku neh..

p/s : aku mmg cpt panic when it comes to things related to my kids.. panic giler babeng.. panic yg bleh buat aku nanges immediately. panic buat aku berenti berfikiran waras.. ahahahaa

macam budak besar kan.. check-in hospital kul 1am..

tak suka pakai tag nama kat tangan..

apakah corak langsir ini?

atas: anjing tercekik pisang?

bawah: ikan+ayam+burung?

Food Allergy

2010-05-11T14:45:00.004+08:00

baru je ari tu ceta pasal food allergy ngan cipun.. ayra kena balik food allergy setelah.. hermm.. ntah berapa lame tak kena2..

ayra alergik ape?

durian.

dulu makan elok je. ntah tetibe lak abih bengkak2 muka.. badan merah2...

aiseh..

updates

2010-04-26T10:52:00.007+08:00

Jumaat malam.

1. pegi main beskal kat putrajaya.

2. makan briyani gam putrajaya.

cost RM27/meal.. erkhh.. seingat aku harga dia dulu dlm RM17-RM18 jek.. sejak bile dah naik lagi RM10???

Sabtu.
1. follow-up ayril pasal bronchitis.
alhamdulillah takyah pakai nebulizer dah.. batuk pon dah jaraaaaaangg sgt.. ayril dah kembali ektip like alwaiz.. plusssss.. makin manje! i tot gegirl je manje.. boy pon same yek? huhu..

b4-siap bwk nebulizer spital balik umah..

after- hepi sha la la kan?

2. Wedding at Ampang.
kawan hubby. takyah la ceta panjang2.. huwahahahahaha..

3. Jemput mama at KLIA.
flight mama dah landed much earlier dari kitorang sampai! tp seb baik mama & other jemaah semua kluar lambat due to luggage, clearance etc.. alhamdulillah mama & nenek sehat..

pegi 2 beg, balik 5 beg.

mama

nenek -baju hijau..

then, straight to umah nenek sbb maksu dah masak2.. maghrib baru balik umah.. lepak2 story-mory.. unpack luggage.. ayra la paling best. nenek dia beli jubah ntah 3-4 helai.. maklum la, cucu pompuan tunggal.. cucu2 laki kena bahagi2.. ahahaha..

miss my mom

2010-04-23T17:45:00.001+08:00

mama probably dalam flight skrang.. insya Allah will arrive at KLIA @ 3pm tomorrow...

yeahhhh!!

hospitalized

2010-04-20T16:32:00.004+08:00

Lepas turun dr Fraser's Hill, kitorang pegi klinik lak belah malam sebab ayra demam on & off dah 5hari.. siap buat test darah. ayra tak nanges, tp hubby kate muka dia nampak tgh tahan sakit.. owh ya, aku tak tgk.. tak sampai ati. aku baru dgr je doktor nak amik darah, air mata dah bergenang. haha.. emo giler.. kul 1.30am klinik tepon bgtau result test. platlet rendah=86 sajer. aku dah panik giler.. terus teringat suasana masa aku jaga hubby kena denggi last year.. sedih sgt sgt.. mata dah berair2 sambil packing baju, pampers & susu ayra.. called my sisters yg maseh blom tido. told them i will send ayril there sbb kitorang nak gi spital. Tambah sedih+panik sbb mama takde. Mama kan baru je berangkat pegi umrah.. Gile mati kutu aku dibuatnyer.. tapi hubby very positip. he said not to worry. dia sgt yakin result darah tu salah. aiks..?

checked-in kat hospital tawakal kul 2.00am. amik darah lagi skali. time ni hubby said ayra nanges2 sbb diorg tak kasik hubby teman ayra utk amik darah. smp trauma kejap dibuatnyer. bile ade nurse nak pakaikan gelang nama pon ayra takot! kesian giler..

naik ke wad, hubby stil positip. ayra dah ok sket sbb nampak ade gelongsor kat kawasan ward. hubby said, when his platlet was 80+ dulu, he was sgt lemah & tak bermaya. tp ayra lak sesampai je kat wad, tanak naik katil. "maa.. nak meyn" (read : ma, nak main)

result darah sgt baik. platlet=360. no denggi. mmg result klinik salah. alhamdulillah. tp demam masih on & off..

selasa pagi, paed kate ear & throat ade infection.. thats why temperature dia tak ok2.. ayra bkn main ektip takde tande org sakit pon.

aku jmp ayril 1-2jam je sehari sbb dia tinggal kat umah..

rabu pagi, paed dtg, she said ayra ade demam kul 4am b4, so kena monitor another 24hrs. 4pm tu dok check takde demam. we'll wait another 12 hours, kalau takde demam baru bleh balik.. hubby's family came to visit ayra.. ayra kalau jmp kazen dia, mmg huru-hara tunggang-langgang jadinyer. takde rupe org tak sehat langsung! takpe, biar dier ektip.. siap lompat2 atas katil mase paed check.. paed kasik thumb-up! hahaha..

main gelongsor kat ward..

khamis pagi, paed check rupenyer ade demam kul 6pm semalam. huwaaaa.. bile mau kluar neh.. tp paed kate kalo by 4pm nnt dia check dah takde demam, bleh discharge.. Alhamdulillah, petang tu temperature ayra dah ok.. paed kasik kluar.

sepahkan katil sebelum balik! ishk ishk ishk..

Tunggu bil settle, maghrib baru leh kuar.. straight to JJ AU3.. main time!! tp ayril lak moody.. batuk2.. kesian anak aku lagik sorang..

main-main.. yeahhh!!

Malam tuh ayril lak takleh tido.. meragam sbb batuk teruk.. nanges2 lagik.. Then, lepas smyang jumaat, we took him to klinik again.. amik reference letter, trus gi tawakal.. siap kena x-ray.. ishk... paed kate kena bronchitis.. hmmm.. pakai nebulizer & amik ubat.. paed soh dtg lagi mlm tu gi emergency utk sedut ubat lak.. Alhamdulillah, malam tu ayril tido lena... smp 11am! qada' tido btul..

ayril yang moody..

Til today batuk stil ade.. lambat btul nak hilang batuk.. aku & hubby juga batuk.. kami satu family batuk.. huhu.. Alhamdulillah, anak2ku sudah sehat & ektip.. Ayril dah start senyum balik.. skrang heboh nak panjat2 orang, then berdiri lepas tangan! over confident ok.. duduk pon kadang2 terlentang, ni nak berdiri tanpa bantuan lak.. anak... anak.. :-)

Fraser's Hill

2010-04-20T15:51:00.008+08:00

bermula pada 11th April 2010 @ 5am (Ahad), kitorang gerak dari umah to KLIA to send mama & nenek pegi umrah.. insyaAllah, mama & nenek will return on 24th Apr 2010.. immediately after mama dah lepas terminal antarabangsa, kitorang sumer bersurai. aku, hubby, ayra & ayril meneruskan perjalanan coti-coti mesia ke Fraser's Hill.. Kitorang ikot lalu bentong.. jalan mcm ular kena palu.. seb baik bebudak dah tido..

Arrived at Fraser kul 1.40pm after 2jam setengah journey dari Gombak.. we stayed at Apartment Sri Peninjau. Giler tabest. Sbb diorang baru renovate tempat tu. mmg la cantek sket, nampak baru. TAPI.. ishk ishk ishk..

1st skali sbb location dier yg sgt ceruk..
2nd aircond mini dia rosak, takde unit lain yg elok walaupon takde org lain selain kitorang yg stay kat sane..
3rd tingkap takde netting/jaring (mungkin blom pasang).. so, mlm takleh nak bukak tingkap sbb byk serangga nak masuk. tak dpt rase angin malam..
4th tambah lak takde kipas siling/kipas meja. panas tau.
5th langsir takde. they said akan siap by July. view dari tingkap adelah hutan. ahaahahahaa..

I told hubby few days b4 we went up the hill, mase skolah2 dulu aku penah ikot rombongan gi situ. aku ingat ade tempat golf, naik kuda, paddling kat lake. rupenyer, ape yg aku ingat dulu, itu je la yg masih ade smp skrang. mmg tak byk xtvt kat sini. kitorang jalan2 tawaf kawasan tu jek. cuaca pon tak berapa nak sejuk. tak pakai takyah pakai sweater pon.. Tempat makan kat sane sgt limited. ye lah, tempat ni pon bukan besar mane.. tp disebabkan nak menyampaikan diri ke sane pon sgt mencabar (jalan bengkang bengkok yg mengalahkan bukit chau ming, then nak queue utk turun/naik), dan bile dah sampai takde lah best mane.. so, amatlah tidak berbaloi aku rase.. ahahaha.. kejiz giler review coti2 kali ini.. to sape yg tak penah pegi, tak rugi pon kalo smp skrang korang tak pegi-pegi lagik. ahahaha..

isnin tghari we went down ikut Kuala Kubu lak. ayra & ayril tido.. tp dlm tido tu pon, ayra bleh muntah! berenti kejap tepi gaung tuh utk bersihkan ayra.. kesian dia..

abih ceta gi fraser.. akan menyusul cerita masuk spital lak..

rumah tinggal

2010-04-20T15:31:00.000+08:00

8th April-Khamis
tido umah BIL kat cheras.
pegi klinik kat sane sbb ayra demam.
pegi downtown cheras.

9th April-Jumaat
tido umah mama.

10th April-Sabtu
tido umah mama gak sbb sok nak hantar mama gi KLIA.

11th April-Ahad
fraser's hill

12th April-Isnin
ayra stil demam.
baru nak tido, kena bwk ayra gi spital.
tido spital.

13th April-Selasa
tido spital lagi.

14th April-Rabu
tido spital lagi sehari..

15th April-Khamis
tido umah tapi ayril lak takleh tido sbb batuk.

16th April-Jumaat
tido umah.
mengemas.

17th April-Sabtu
tido kelemak.

Wah.. lame betul kitorang tinggalkan umah...

Cerita detail akan menyusul... hermm.. nanti yek.. huhu

bawah ketiak mama

2010-04-08T16:53:00.005+08:00

Many ppl around me are staying away from their parents. Ppl working/studying in KL, while their parents are staying outside KL. Lucky for us, mama has her own house in Gombak & Nenek is just a minute drive away. dekat sgt. stil, i grew-up away from KL.. now that i'm back, there's NO place like GOMBAK to be called HOME. aaAaaAaaAaaAaa..

1981-1995
gombak
mama kate we moved quite several times b4 betul2 menetap kat umah mama yang ade skrang neh. aku totally tak ingat. memory aku dari stage bayi/kanak2 hingga ke darjah6 sangat terhad. atau bleh dikatekan, LUPA abih! itu sbb la aku hanya ingat beberapa org kengkawan SRKG1 aku.. aku kagum gile ngan member aku yg bleh ingat A dok sblah B, C dok blakng D etc.. sape dok sblah aku pon aku dah tak ingat. ishkk.. tapi yg aku bengkeknye apsal aku bleh ingat scene kantoi diari (oppss..) & scene jatuh+kepala berjahit mase skolah rendah tuh.. ishk.. ape barang..

masa skolah rendah la kami adek-bradek were trained to manage ourselves. mama & ayah were working day & nite. we had our basic skills in surviving.. wahh.. gittew..! we did the chores and sometimes cooks for ourselves. basic cooking aku & my brother were not only masak air or telur. but ayam sweet sour okke. itu je la yg kitorang reti. siap sidai kain, kemas umah, basuh pinggan bagai.. semuanyer considered done. pikir2 balik, hebat jugak generasi kite dolu2 ek. harapkan budak skrang? HARAMM...

1995-1996
KL
time ni asrama kat SEMERA baru bukak. kitorang konsider batch pertama yang masuk la.. ni la 1st time aku dok hostel. konon2 cam berjauhan dari family la. tapi, tetiap petang gi carik mama kat kelas time mama mengajar.. muahahahahaaa... ye la, aku form3 sesi pagi. mama ajar form1&2 sesi petang.. hahahampeh..

hmm.. time kat semera pon memori aku tak berapa nak bagus tp at least, kengkawan kelas kompom aku bleh ingat lagik! mane taknyer, kelas 3 tahun berturut2 tak tuko2 clasmate. ahaha

1997-1998
kuantan
ni baru secara formalnyer aku dok hostel. utk beberapa bulan pertama aku asek home-sick.. rase cam nak balik skolah KL, but at the same time rase nak cabar diri bersaing ngan bebudak SBP.. amik kau.. giler tinggi btul pandangan aku terhadap bebudak asrama penuh taw.. tp, sebenarnye malu gak nak balik skolah lame sbb macam heat2 ciken shit jek lak nnt..

ntah bape bulan aku nanges dlm lemari sbb homesick. kaedah ini aku anggap berjaya sbb takde sape pon perasan aku homesick. smp la satu hari tu.. jeng jeng jeng.. mama & ayah hantar aku balik semsas on wednesday sbb kononnye aku tanak balik sane dah. then, mama & ayah gi jmp cekgu-cekgi, haa, trus kecoh smp ke adek2 dorm aku pon tau aku homesick. malu mak, nyah! auwww..

but lame2 life kat semsas dah ok.. byk scene kat sini yg aku ingat. memori aku byk bermula masa nih. tatau la nape b4 ni memori kad aku kureng berfungsi.

1998-1999
gombak
habis spm, aku kembali ke gombak. lepak2 tido2 kat umah saje. my father jenis yang tak suke anak2nyer merayap. so, mmg aku byk abih masa kat umah. membuta. erkh..

time kat umah best sbb aku ade bilek sendiri. aku cat dinding bilek kaler biru+kuning. i spent most of my time dlm bilek. back to square one, when i'm at home, i dunt really mix around dgn org laen..

1999-2003
melaka
bulan july lepas dah konfem akan dpt sponsorship Telekom, aku register la kat mmu mlk. kat mmu pon pindah 3tempat. Unihostel--> hostel--> tmn bg raye. dgn scholar RM400/month dlm tangan, plus ayah kasik bonus skali skale, i hardly asked for shopping spree from my parents. bil tepon, tambang bas sumer bayar sendri okke. pandai2 la bajet supaye tak sengkek. i tried to teach myself supaye tak mengabihkan duit mak ayah utk kepentingan diri. i've also learnt that there were some of our colleague yg tak berapa nak senang, smp ikat perut nak survive kat mmu tuh.

hmm.. mmu had taught me so many things.. about studies, work (practical), life, frenship, relationship.. we learnt to know who are our true frens and who are our mutual frens and who are only happened to be our classmates.. i didnt have many frens thou, but i'm proud having frens who are still keeping in touch until today.

2003-2005
gombak
the starting of my career is not very exciting. My father passed away few days after i've joined TM. Being so depressed and all, i nearly accept the offer to be stationed at Labuan in 2004. But mama tak bagi. she said, she had already lost her right hand (my dad), and she wont want me to be away too..

Until in 2005, when mama said its ok if i wanna stay obersea (wah!), and KEBETULAN boss aku offer gi sane skali lagi.. I needed a new environment & fresh air that moment.. i didnt plan to get married any years soon.. i was 23 yrs young. i planned to kawen when i'm 28th.. cukup la 3-5 years kat sane.. i tot..

2005-2008
labuan
my 1st few months at pulau was great. good staffs, relaxing environment, rumah blakang opis.. what else cud i ask for? till later, ppl started showing their true colors, relaxing becoming sgt slow & lembab+malas and encik boifren lak ajak kawen, things dah tak sebeautiful b4.. ahahahaa.. in 2006 aku dah start ckp kat boss nak balik sbb nak kawen.. ahahahahahaa... kuase la boss aku nak layan kan.

in 2007, hubby ikot aku balik pulau. his career was doom. by end of the year, aku apply transfer lagi but negative.. thou pregnancy test aku positip. harus la start meroyan kan. ahahahaha..

2008-2009
gombak
my GM telah baik ati menukarkan aku kembali ke HQ. We stayed again at my mom's for another year.. too much dramas, so we opted out for our own space..

2009-current
sentul
then, we bought a house which is only 10minutes drive from mom's.. hahaha.. i loikeee... aku planned nak beli umah which is only a walking distance from my mom's tp bajet blom mengizinkan.. Later, InsyaAllah..

agaknye aku mmg hepi dok bawah ketiak mama kot.. hahaha.. knp? do u hv any problem with that??

Jom Tagging

2010-04-02T16:07:00.013+08:00

1) First time jumpa your hubby bila dan kat mana?

Mase my BigBro Konvo kat UM 2004. Hubby konvo same2 ngan my brother. (Cipun pon konvo same ngan diorg!) but he claimed he saw me since konsert nasyid MMU Mlk 2001/02.. hahaha..

2) Love at first sight?
Yes & No. ahahaha.. I remember saying to myself, kacak jugak mamat nih. tp mesti dah ade awex. hmm.. hahaha.. kacak woo.. org tgh konvo la kate kan.. dgn blazer+slack+kasut itam berkilat.. tp tak kapel pon mase tu. 4-5bulan lepas tu baru sms menjodohkan kitorang. eheks.

3) Who is he when the first time you met him?

Graduan UM ~~terlajak (Oppss.. hahaha)~~ merangkap orang yg baru nak memulakan kerjaya.. walaupon baru keje, stil pancing aku dgn chilis.. wahh..

4) How long it takes for him to ask you out for a date?
aku la yang ajak. ishk. couple of days after declare secara gelojoh oleh aku jugak. *dang*

5) First place dating?

Chilis, Mid Valley. Berbuka Pose.

6) How he proposed?
Mutual kot. tetibe aku tingat bitawu mama aku gatal nak engage.. adjust tarikh ke dpn ke blakang, then baru decide nak merisik dulu. sambil tu discuss tarikh kawen gak.. berterabur.. hahaha..

sehari lepas merisik trus gi jimba-jimba.. tp kantoi.. muahahahah

7) Special date with your hubby?
10th jan 2006 - kapel semula (SEMULA?? jeng jeng jeng..)
16th April 2006 - merisik
15th July 2006 - engage
23rd Dec 2006 - nikah

menjadik tunangan orang..

8) Changes that he asked you to do?
ntah. ape ye syg? soh rajin masak kot. ahahaha..

9) What is about him that you love so much?
Hubby sgt sabar. Sgt helpful in everything. these 2 characters made me feel very thankful for having him.. tambah2 time tgk typical husband org lain yg lepaskan semua hal rumah & anak2 kat wifey..

10) What is about him that you wish he would change?
harap dia pandai memuji aku! arrrgghhh.. hubby hardly puji aku! sgt tensen! ahahahaa.. but he alwaiz puji my cooking.. (moral support neh sbb nak soh aku rajin masak.. hehe)

11) You will lose your mind and crack your head when he..
continue sleeping smp tghari.. then sambung lagi lepas lunch.. smp ptg.. ishk. i know dia penat & nak rehat time cuti. tp bleh tak buat xtvt yg melibatkan aku skalik? ahaks...

12) You will smile through your eyes for the whole day when he..
pampers me early in the morning & nothing that can spoil my mood happens thru out the day.. owh, i'm easily pleased. haha..

13) Complete below sentences, "My love towards my hubby is as big as..
the world wide web. No boundary, no limits! ahahaha.. sungguh hsbb jawapan aku.

My love towards my hubby is as big as his love towards me.. but mine will be a lil bit bigger.. (nak menang jugak.. haha)

But true, Sayang, I really Love U so very much. I pray you'll alwaiz be by my side, till the final day of my life.. Our darlings & I need u..

p/s : Ni piccas gedik mase kapel.. auwww..

sedih

2010-04-02T09:36:00.002+08:00

Hot Chat kat Hotfm pagi ni telah buat aku naik opis dgn muke yg sgt sememeh. abis bedak aku taw. ishk.

Losing the one we love is really indescribable. Even tormented and heart-breaking cant really fit to tell how our feeling is..

This is the 7th year ayah left us. When ppl says, time will heal.. it may take forever for me to recover.. Kehilangan ini satu kesedihan yang plg besar dlm hidupku. Belum ade lagi kesedihan yang dpt menandingi rasa sedih ini. It took all the strength I had not to fall apart. Our life must go on.. We still have our mama to shower our loves.

Mmg aku teruskan hidup. Without failing to remember ayah all my life. I onced said to myself, kalau sedih macam ni pon I can still be strong & continue my life, there cant be anything worse that can break me down.

So kengkawan & adek2, kalo takat break ngan kapel pon korang nak menanges beriya macam takde esok, p'se grow up.

p/s : tuh yg buat aku rase nak tempeleng jek bebudak AF yg menanges buat-buat bile ade yg tersingkir. poyo gile. bukan takleh jmp balik. bukannye yg tersingkir tu pegi mati. haish.

Butterfly Kisses Muaahsss

2010-03-29T16:54:00.004+08:00

My childhood dream, revealed

I heart dis song since I can’t even remember. One thing I’m sure, it was wayyy long ago ever since my father was around.

During that time, I remembered imagining ayah's reaction during my wedding day.. I also imagined how ayah wud feel as narrated in the lyrics,

She'll change her name today

She'll make a promise and I'll give her away

Standing in the bride-room just staring at her

She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not sure..

I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."

Aaaaaahhhh.. The feeling... is so pure.. and honest.. But it all didn’t happen.. Ayah wasn’t the one who handed me over to my hubby.. He wasn’t there.. :-(

Ever since, this song was neva the same to me.. this song touched me deeply.. so deep till my tears fall..

I neva dreamt for huge wedding of the year, but I did dream it wud be a great one, where all our families will gather.. mama & ayah wud be the busiest ppl walking everywhere to greet everyone.. Indeed, the wedding in 2006 was still beautiful to me.. so many family members were there.. both from mama & ayah's sides.. the only piece of puzzle missing was my ayah..

Secretly, I alwaiz feel ayah's presence.. I believe he was there throughout the event, sitting quietly at a corner, with a tongkat in his hand, and his medicines as well, with his green baju melayu, looking very tired, yet neva stop smiling..

hmm.. I believe every girl has their own wedding dream. if you are happen to be a part of it, make it the best, coz she'll surely remember every little thing happened that day.

westlife also had sung the cover version of this song.. but I still prefer the song to be sung by Bob Carlisle.. his voice sounded "more fatherly" I believe..

to my dearest hubby, father to our princess (princesses in future), i dedicated the song to you.. I know you wud love the song too..

There's two things I know for sure

She was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl.

As I drop to my knees by her bed at night

She talks to *** and I close my eyes

and I thank god for all the joy in my life

Oh, but most of all

For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer

sticking little white flowers all up in her hair

"Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."

"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."

In all that I've done wrong I know I musthave done something right

to deserve a hug every morning

and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today

She's looking like her mama a little more everyday

One part woman, the other part girl

To perfume and make-up, from ribbons and curls

Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember

Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer

sticking little white flowers all up in her hair

"You know how much I love you, Daddy

But if you don't mind

I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."

Oh With all that I've done wrong I must have done something right

to deserve her love every morning

and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time

Like the wind, the years go by

Precious butterfly

Spread your wings and fly

She'll change her name today

She'll make a promise and I'll give her away

Standing in the bride-room just staring at her

She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm notsure..

I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."

She leaned over...

Gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there

Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair

"Walk me down the aisle, Daddy

it's just about time."

"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy?

Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have done something right

To deserve your love every morning and butterfly kisses

I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember

every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

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owh yeah, I also have a song especially for my mom as well:-

1. A Song For Mama from Boyz II Men
2. Mama from Spice Girls

Evergreen songs, cool to my ears, also can’t remember since when.. since primary school kot..

melintas

2010-03-29T09:25:00.004+08:00

ini kesah orang melintas jalan.

tak salah pon nak melintas jalan. tp yang aku jelak nyer kat orang yang kontrol ayu, kontrol macho time lintas jalan. mmg dari dulu aku cukupppp pantang! menyampah.. cube korang yg dlm kete berenti kasik aku yg jalan kaki nih lalu, gerenti aku lari2 anak atau ala-ala skipping nak percepatkan langkah supaye kete bleh continue gerak.. ini tak, dah la jalan lembab, pastu bleh pandang2 tak pueh ati lak.. tambah menyampah, bile kapel ke melintas. pompuan tu dah mmg mengade kat tgh jalan pon kontrol2 perasan chantek, yang laki lak konon concern protective macho giler nak kaver pompuan tu la.. bod*h. ko tau tak kalo dah kene langgar, bengkok taw! seb baik la ko lalu dpn org yang waras, kalo ko lalu dpn kete org gilak ke, org mabok ke, ko DAH MATI, tau tak?! ini la kategori orang yang jalan ikot suka.. tau2 dah kene langgar.. tibe2 sedar je dah mati.. haish.. tak bleh bla btul aku.. aku rase mereka2 ini juge bangse yang suka buat org menunggu kot. i bet kalo buat janji dgn diorg, mesti yg jenis lewat + lambat. ye la, suke org tunggu dia.. ala-ala fashionably late.. helo, it is outdated already, ok. bod*h piang!!

p/s : tak pasal2 spoil mood aku pagi2..

jemput2

2010-03-24T12:12:00.002+08:00

i've held few makan2 sessions b4 this. biasenye invitations sent out mengikut majlis. sometimes, event utk adek-beradek, then ade utk family terdekat je, then ade utk family & kawan terdekat je, ade gak skali skala aku ajak ppl yg dah lama tak jmp.. pendek kata, ade mcm2 kategori lah. tp as alwaiz, bukan semua yg akan menghadirkan diri.. tambah rencah sket, ade yg wont even bother to inform diorg tak dpt dtg ke wateva. mebi sbb invitation aku adelah specific, thats why aku harapkan respond dr org2 yg dijemput.. cthnyer, aku tak send emel "to all" tp aku specifically type each names.. same ngan sms, mebi send the same msg, but kn sumer org dlm phonebook tu akan receive the sms.. kan?

there are 2 caterogies of ppl yg aku cam maleh sket tiap kali aku list down nama2 utk di-invite:-

kategori A.
jenis yg tiap kali ajak, tak penah nak dtg. ini biasenye level makchik2 or pakchik2.. tapi, kalo tak ajak, mule la heboh kat sumer org kitorg tak jemput.. takde ajak pon.. etc. JELAK, tp mama aku ckp, layan kan aje.

aku pon wonder nape la jadik cemtuh.. saje malas nak dtg ke.. tak amik serious ke.. tak bape kesah nak dtg ke.. or rather do something else (padahal boleh je buat hari lain).. takpon saje boikot tanak dtg sbb kecik ati ngan org lain yg most probably will attend the event.. ntah.

aku tatau la kot2 mebi tiap kali dijemput, ade jek opoimen lain diorg dah arrange kan, mmg takde jodoh la kot..

kategori B lak.
ade gak yang dijemput, tp disebabkan bukan org yg dekat ngan diorg yg jmpt, so jadik less priority lah event aku tuh. contoh, kalo aku sub-con kat En.A utk jmpt En.B (En. A lebih kerap kontek En.B compared to aku), pon tak dtg sbb bukan aku yg menjemput. ini lagi satu aku fed-up. kalo sumer org perangai cemnih la kan, tentu wedding aku 2006 dulu bleh wat doa selamat jek. sbb most of the invitations were settled by my mom, aunts & grandma.. aku kat pulau ok dulu.. haishhh..

hmm.. itu la kesah 2 kategori yg aku hadapi tiap kali nak wat majlis.. kalo rase2 takleh dtg, sms la bgtau. aku paham la org lain ade komitmen lain gak dr nak hadap majlis aku jek. insya Allah, next time kalo ade mkn2 lagi, leh jemput lagi.. leh lepak2 gather2.. kan kan..

tapi disebalik hal menjemput nih, ade gak hal dijemput..

kategori lain.
orang invite kite, tp kite lak yg tak gi..

maklum la trend sekarang org byk menjemput guna pesbuk la, yahugrup la, forwared sms la (semua yang takde name kite sendiri).. kadang aku wonder btul ke dia ngajak aku.. rase nyer takde la knal sgt ngan minah/mamat tu. suam2 kuku pon idak.. dia tau tak sape sebenarnyer dlm mailing list tu? kdg aku pon cam was-was dia knal ke aku? ahahahaha..

kalo kes cemnih, aku tgk level keakraban la.. bkn ape, aku pon segan gak main redah je majlis org.. tp doesnt mean kene bentang red carpet utk invite aku, email to ramai2 yg include my email, pon dah cukup. enuff for me to see yg korang sememangnye knal & ingat aku ni.. bukan semata2 jemputan secara terbuka atau random..

lain la kalo korang jenis yg mmg aku kolling2 slalu, kecik ati wa kalo lu tak jemput! huwaaaaa.....

new ride

2010-03-15T16:54:00.002+08:00

no no.. not this...

but this...

see how excited ayril's face? hahaha

new hair do

2010-02-19T10:22:00.004+08:00

ayra dah potong rambut.. :-)

nampak lebih kemas & lebih notty... haha

dipotong oleh acu..

..before..

..after..

tenyummm...

attitude

2010-02-18T16:41:00.003+08:00

last week i went out for lunch with one of my best buddy.. she was my roommate during our campus life.. we used to be VERY close, but due to our diff path of career etc, we hardly meet & talk to each other. Yet, i stil cherish the wonderful frenship we have.. owh yeah, she knows me very well.. :-)

while we were chatting, i told her few things that bother me lately.. including the feeling i have (refer entry feel)..

she said, "haa.. bab heartless ni aku tau sgt.. ko mmg terrel bab2 buat heartless nih.. ahahahaha"

aku terkesima kejap. really? i neva realize actually.. hehe

Besday Ayra Ver2

2010-02-18T11:00:00.005+08:00

As the previous year, we had besday ayra ver2 at malacca. this time it was held a lil bit late, on 14th Feb 2010 due to some other events dah chop our weekends earlier. anyway, Yey!

Attendance:-

Our family
Mak
BangWai's family
Abg Pian's family
Kak Ngah's family

thou the list is short, but all together there are 19 ppl in da house! enuf to make it riuh la.. :-P

Menu:-

Kek
satey
nasi impit
mee goreng
kueh
air

kek utk 3 org! (ayra 2nd Feb 2008, arip 8th Feb2008, aina 23rd Oct 2007-maseh 2yrs la kan)

the food.. kenyang smp dah tak larat nak makan..

from left : arip, ayra & aina

aina je yg pandai tiup lilin.. lagi dua tu masih blur lagik..

arip with his parents..

:: the 4 of Us ::

Besday Ayra Ver1

2010-02-09T14:01:00.005+08:00

this is a back-dated entry.

on saturday, 30th Jan 2010.
kitorang wat majlis makan2 kat umah inviting all my makciks & pakciks to come to our not so new home.. ala-ala house warming yg tak berapa nak warm sbb we stayed there more than setgh tahun dah.. we celebrated ayra's besday which falls on 2nd Feb 2010.. i've also invited few closed frens as well..

majority yang invited had showed-up..
1. uncle rahim + aunty bariah
2. aunty ha + uncle sharif
3. aunty dah + kids
4. big bro + family
5. alang + awex
6. kak aida + kids
7. nenek + maksu + kids
8. paklang + family
9. makteh + family
10. diela + family
11. bob
12. faizal
13. gafur + family

me, hubby, ayra, ayril, mama, qla & adek adelah tuan rumah.. :-P

thanx!!!

menu plak were :-
1. makeroni bakar
2. kek + brownies coklat
3. satey & nasi impit
4. roti jala + kuah kari + kuah durian
5. mee kari
6. sup ayam
7. puding koktel
8. kueh-mueh & jeli
9. air

fuhh... makan smp kenyanggggg...

pancit giler wa ckp lu.. maklum la, tenaga pembantu tak ramai.. tak abih penat lagi, kena sambung kenduri on the next day.. tambah hectic, ayril demam & susah nak tido... parah.. parah.. last2 aku urgent leave & panggil orang urut satu badan.. baru lega skek..

below are few pix taken by bob that day..

kek sedappp...

brownies coklat secret recipe

ayril moody.. sedeh giler muka dia kan?

besday girl!!

four of us!

AKSHAH 2009

2010-02-08T10:48:00.007+08:00

i attended AKSHAH 2009 with hubby last saturday. we wore baju batik sedondon kaler ijo.. sat at table 49.. with syue & kak anna '95. but then time makan minor & his team dok skali ngan kitorang.

the event was simple. yet, sgt gumbira aku rase.. i got to meet few familiar faces yg dah lame tak jmp. abg tahir stil remember me. met my pet bro, harris.. met other ajk (which used to be so attached to me satu masa dulu).. batch 97 dok kat sblah kitorang.. batch 99 pon tak ramai, juz ade della, timah, yabok & suliana (did i get her name rite? sori ye kalo silap..) but the best thing happen that nite was we met bonda, cikgu asmui & cikgu S.Borhan.. there were few other teachers, tp aku tak rase diorg knal aku, sbb aku xpenah jd student klas diorg.. maklum le, aku kan form4 baru.. tiga-tiga cekgu tu aku tny, "cikgu ingat saye tak?"

me - bonda ingat saye tak?
bonda - haaa.. yang ni saye ingat mata & hidung awak! (sbb previously mase syue jmp bonda, she said she remember syue's eyes..)

bonda - emmm.. dah berdua ke?

terus syue jawab - dia dah berempat la bonda!

bonda ajo kitorang BM time form4. awal form4 merupekan tempoh homesick yg kronik bg aku. ade one weekend time balik bermalam, sepatutnye hari ahad dah balik kontan. tp aku ckp kat mama ngan ayah, aku tanak balik.. mama & ayah kasik can smp rabu.. rabu tu mama & ayah bwk aku balik kontan.. smp semsas, aku trus masuk kelas.. mama ngan ayah gi bilek guru, tny pasal aku.. they met few of cikgu2 yg ngajo aku.. termasuk la bonda.. my teachers were surprised sbb study aku ok & aku xde tunjuk yg aku homesick.. mmg le, sbb aku nanges dlm lemari taw. ahahahahahaa..

and, mase 1st AKSHAH in 1999, I was the 1st recepient utk anugerah ini.. mase aku lalu kat bonda pd mlm yg bersejarah ittew, bonda held my hand and said, haa.. ni la yang homesick sgt dulu2.. sib baik tak tuko skolah.. kan dpt ni (refering tu akshah la..)

owh ya.. bonda pesan kpd org2 yg xdtg.. dia kate, "cikgu2 nak tgk anak2 didik dier.." tu jek.. simple but meaningful, kan?

pix - courtesy kak anna batch '95

me - cikgu ingat saye tak?
cikgu asmui - cube bitawu sket name ape..
me - Siti ... .....
cikgu Asmui - haaaa... ingat ingat..

aku tingat cikgu asmui ajo kite BM mase form5.. dia slalu bhg2 kan kpd beberapa kumpulan mase blajo BM Klasik. kumpulan pompuan yg dok dpn adelah aku, ila, sue & shida.. tiap kali kene soal pasal cerite BM klasik tu, kitorang slalu salah entepret.............. maaf kan kami cekgu.. kami sungguh la tak sastera langsung!

btw, cikgu asmui suke tuko name aku dolu taw! jadik siti sarapati. kejiz. hahaha

cikgu asmui dah tuko skolah integrasi kat kontan.. tp, anak dia adelah ex-semsas gak dan merupakan penerima AKSHAH bg thn 2008..

penerima AKSHAH for 2007 tgh further study kat texas.

meeting cikgu borhan.. while he was trying to remember syue, aku pon tunjuklah muka.
cikgu borhan - kamu saye ingat!!
me - hehehehe (trus senyum khambeng..)
cikgu borhan ingat gak syue bile syue kate he attended her wedding dulu.. erry, ko pasan tak ke ade cikgu borhan? kite kan pegi wedding syue kat umah & kat hotel..

cikgu borhan was our TK teacher.. aku rase dia frust gak kat aku dolu sbb dlm SPM, subjek TK la aku dpt C6.. lain sumer A1 & A2. owh, english & LK aku C3.. hubby aku kate, LK dpt C3 rugi. membazir jek.. ahahaha.. camne.. aku kureng berimaginasi & fantasi kot. heh.

while syue was cerita pasal few other ppl, cikgu borhan then terus claim nora dulu kate nak jemput dia bile kawen, tp dgr jek dah kawen.. huhu.. so, sesape blom kawen, kalo nak invite cikgu borhan, sila mintak no.tepon kat syue. aku tak save lak sbb mase tu henpon aku tggl..

hermm.. byk jugak sebenarnyer xtvt exsas jalankan. tp aku dah kureng tau & join.. aku dah takleh nak join komiti/ajk, but i'll try my best to support exsas's xtvt..

gambar laen? tggu minor la.. aku xbwk kamera.. tp kat fb bebudak exsas lain ramai je dah upload..

direction

2010-02-08T09:30:00.000+08:00

sabtu lepas aku ade event kat Putrajaya. my classmate. syue, also attending the event but takde info pasai majlis tu. so, dia asek la sms aku tny itu ini. aku dok bitawu syue lokasi was at dewan pembandaran putrajaya.. syue smp tny balik kat precint bape sbb puas dier google, tak jmp name tempat tuh.. rupenyer Kompleks Perbadanan Putrajaya.. hahaha..

I remember mase besday party aka family gath + house warming (yg tak berape nak warm) the week b4, aku kasik direction soh carik exit sentul kat duke.. dah bob ngan faizal terlajak sbb actually-nye they need to follow signbod to gombak dulu.. mmg tak jmp la singbod sentul.. dah tersasar lagik orang.. ahahaha.. sorry guys. p'se pardon my bad bad bad sense of direction.. tobat, pas ni aku wajib refer hubby 1st b4 leading any direction..

feel

2010-01-26T16:25:00.002+08:00

"People may not remember exactly what you did, or what you said, but they will always remember how you made them feel"

have u eva feel that way?

i do.

bila bengang sikit2, aku leh wat pekak. wat tatau. wat cam takde apepe berlaku.

bile lebih skit, aku start rase tak best. stil try to be heartless. malas amik port.

bile dah melebih2, aku start avoiding them.

i'm only a normal human being yg ade ati & perasaan. I believe it is useless when i've tried hard utk jage ati org, but at the same time, they dont give a shit of wat i feel.

I've alwaiz limit myself in any relationship. if i feel unsecure or uncomfortable with anyone, i'll back out. probably i'll put a distance between me & them. I dunt enjoy having negative ppl around me. they can be a very bad influence to me, to my mood & my day. i alwaiz keep an open mind & sincere heart towards everyone. however, once you had violated my trust & respect, i'll find it unpleasant to continue mingling around those kind of ppl. or i'll end up being a hypocrite. i'm not good in acting..

and now, the 'uncomfortable' feeling is slowly turning into hatred. without we actually know what was happening at the 1st place. see, ppl do remember how you made them feel, despite watevar you did or said..

apart

2010-01-26T13:53:00.004+08:00

"As a working mom, I'm away from my son so much already, leaving him with a sitter to go to a movie makes me feel horrible. Going away for longer, like a weekend, would put my guilt meter right into the red.."

aku tak paham nape org senang2 kuar umah gi enjoy katak, tp tinggalkan anak kat umah ngan maid.. ape dia lupe dia dah ade anak ke? maseh feeling2 bujang agaknye..

45hari

2010-01-11T17:41:00.002+08:00

demi memenuhi permintaan puan izpuri, ni gambo aku mase 45hari.. mama kate baru abih je pantang, terus gi PD.. tp mama dok ngan aku kat tepi pantai bwh pokok je.. ayah bawak abang gi mandi laut...

gambo ni mmg sejibik aku tgk same ngan ghupe ayril.. ayra pon same ke? :-)

all about ayra

2010-01-08T15:43:00.003+08:00

1. ayra has started counting!

"apat, anam, juh, apan, yan, yohhhh...."

(empat, enam, tujuh, lapan sembilan, sepuluhhhh..)

i've already tried to teach her satu, dua, tiga & lima, but she refused to follow.. she'll only starts counting from 4... ok la tue..

2. ayra also rajin buaikan adik dlm buai.. sambil selawat..
"LA ILAHA ILLALLAH MUHAMMADUR RASULULLAH" but in her own pelat way..

la.. ilawah.. mamad.. cuwah...

it is actually my mom who started buai budak sambil selawat.. since all our siblings were little. then, buai anak2 & anak2 buah... and, while buaikan ayril, i'll put ayra on my lap, and slowly selawat, kasik dia ikot gak.. cute!

3. ayra already started to lurvee her brother..

each time her aunt sakat her to take ayril, she'll cry to her father..

"ayahh.. wawak.. wawak atek... ayah.. wawak...."

meaning : ayah, bawak adek..

4. ayra pon dah pandai agah ayril..

"atek.. acakkk!!!.. aaaa... caaakkkk!!!"

...and ayril giggles... so adorable!